Dear Bobby
If we are being honest you have strewed up my and your life. I looked up to you I loved you I wanted to be you when I got older. You were my role model my hero even and you messed that all up. And you keep playing the victim card but you did this to yourself and you are doing nothing to try to fix it. When my mom pulled out of school so she could go and see you I thought that you were in a car accent or shot. They didn't tell me about your past so I cried and cried because I thought something really bad happened to you I thought you were dead. I didn't know about your past so I looked up to you until my dad pulled me aside and told me your past. And when he did that I was so upset I was crying I didn't come out of my room. Dude I looked up to you and you let me down. And the news came at he wrong time. I had just lost my best friend. I just wanted to go and die. You don't understand that your actions can impact others life's. Just think of you did what you would have done to everybody. Your parents would be crushed Granny would be crushed. I can't believe I looked up to you. You had your life together you had a wife a kid a loving family. And you just screwed it all up. One day I was at school we were learning about posting stuff in he internet. So we all looked ourselves up and I got curious and I looked up everybody including you. Dude I saw your arrest records, your mug shots everything and it took everything I had to keep it together. And no body knows what I've been going through so I've been dealing with it all by myself. And if I tell somebody they wouldn't understand. I can't believe you let down all of us. And my mom won't let me go down and see Granny because of you. Dude I can't my great grandmother because of your actions. She is getting old and she might not have much more time left and I can't visit her and spend time with her because you made poor decisions that will impact your life and everybody else's. Do you not understand that this will impact your life. Not everybody is going hire a convicted felon. Then how are you going to support Taylor? No job, no income, no family support. Your dad has given you everything and you just turned around and gave him he middle finger. Bobby we love you no matter what. So I'm practically begging you please get your life together not just for me or your dad and brother but for your son. Taylor needs his dad in his life. He needs to know that he can count on you no matter what. He needs to know that you would work you butt of and work so that Taylor can have a great child hood. So Bobby I'm begging you please please get your life straight and together. I will never have the guts to tell you this is person so that's why I have written this letter that you will never see. Bobby I love you and I care about you so much that I don't want this life for you or Taylor. I'll be with you no matter what but you have to put in the effort.
I lye awake at night thinking to myself why. I just cry and cry. Why would you do this. Why!! I just can't wrap my head a round it. I can't put my finger around it.
