Everything was going ok I guess. Well, we haven't talked to each but Bessie that I guess everything was ok. I was going about my day. Then they come up to me and tell me that they were saying that you were sad because of me. I didn't know if it True. But I am not going to lie a little part of me wish that it is. Well I mean all of me but then a little part says that it not true. The thing is I listen to the little part of me that says it not true. But then I think it is because they told me that you and her where nothing no more. Now I am wondering who will be the next girl that you are going to hurt. Well, we know that you hurt the others ones but you destroy me. But somehow I still love you like I did when I first saw you. It was like love at first sent. I still remember it like if it was yesterday. We both want to the same class for lead time a time period that we get to go to any class. The teacher asks you to pass out bookmarks you where pass them out. I was doing my work for the first time once you came to me I didn't even acknowledge you. So you tap me on the shoulder. I look at you in your eyes and who know that I was looking at the eyes, of my first boyfriend, my first kiss, and the reason why I am how I am. Who know that one person can change your hole life and how you see it. It doesn't matter if they change it for the good or the bad the thing is that they change it forever and you can ever go back to want you used to see it as. I used to be happy and believe that everything was good. But once I meet you I thought that everything was great I was so happy I was the happiest person. When you left I want from the happiest person to the most depressed person in seconds. I can't explain how you made me feel that why I sometimes think that you are going to come back to me one-day that why I am here looking stupid waiting for you.My friends tell me that I am going to be happy if I let go. I know that one day I am going to be happy with someone but I just wish that someone was you. I am willing to for giving you no matter what anyone says but to forgiving you first you need to say sorry but we all know that never going to happen. Even me I just didn't want to admitted.
