Being in BTS and living with the members is great and I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world but sometimes even I need some alone time. Time so I can let out all my pent up frustrations...
As the youngest member in the band I have to share my room with Taehyung. Don't get me wrong he's a great roommate; not very messy, keeps me company and makes me laugh. However, has gained some very bad sleeping habits over the past two weeks. At least every couple of nights Taehyung will have a wet dream. I have to lie there listening to him panting and moaning in bed. It's not like I can do anything about it, even though I wish I could just get on top of him and start ridding that huge dick of his urghh. But in the morning when he wakes up it's like nothing ever happened. Of course he doesn't know because he obviously sleeps through it and, I never had the courage to tell him about his "dreams".
To be honest, ever since me and Taehyung started rooming together we've become closer and closer, and I've started crushing on him. There's just something about him that makes me want more. I want to be so much more than a friend to him, but I don't know how he would feel about it and I'm scared it'll affect the rest of the members so I keep it hidden from everyone.
Of course having Tae as my crush makes the nights extra difficult, sometimes I get so hard all I want to do is touch myself but I know that just wouldn't be right or appropriate.
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