Reading this question, I suddenly thought of how do I define happiness. What makes me happy? How to determine happiness? How can I know if I am happy right now?
As I age, I just realize that things seem to become more complicated. Like in answering that particular question. Probably if I’ll be ask that same question years ago, say, 5 years ago, it can be a lot easier to answer. And the answer will be different if I’ll be ask 10 years ago, for sure.
But its not 5 or 10 years ago. Its today. So, to answer that four-word-we-thought-just-a-simple-question-that-is-answerable-by-yes-or-no, I’d say, I AM NOT. Or maybe, I AM. Its just that I do not absorb it, for my mind’s always bugging up on the things that are frustrating and disappointing, at least on my perspective.
However, despite of the uncertainty of my answer, what I am sure is that.. I AM BLESSED. Regardless if I am able to perceive it whole-heartedly or not, I believe I am. Whether I like it or not, I am. Because I believe that whether I deserve it or not, God makes me blessed. With what I am now, what I wil be, with the people, things and environment that I have, with the stuff that I have and even do not have. These sums up the things that makes me blessed.
Maybe, this is just one of the reasons why I should be happy right now, isn’t it?
How about you? ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? Go, share your personal thoughts about it. :)
