Alex Blomsteer

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My name is Alex. I'm 16 And I am Norwegian. Why am I going to describe my life? It's not the longest story I have ever write but maybe some of you will change the way of thinking about the world or friends or themselves.
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I have always cared about what others will think about me or my life. I'm afraid that I will wake up one day and stay alone so I try to be nice to other people and become similar to them. E.g I got many friends but one of them is specific. His name is Mark. He is seventeen and I always think that I'm in love with him but no. I know him for years. He is my best friend. He's like boyfriend that I have never had. He have long blond hair and big amazing blue eyes. I love him with reciprocity. We do not have much time lately but our weird "relationship" is withstand. We love nicki minaj and her big fat ass. I want to be like her a bit. I always wanted to have a figure like her and such long hair. My second favourite thing is coffee I love coffee in every form. I can drink coffee many times a day. Of course my favourite café is starbucks. I'm not vegan but I love coffee with almond milk or soya milk.
I remember my first "meeting" with this soya coffee. It was one year ago in holiday when I was in Oslo in shopping centre. Then I met Mark and now his exgirlfriend. She was nice but I never liked her. Ingrid had something that made me feel terrified. She was older than Mark. I don't know what he saw in her. I saw them when I went to a barista for coffee. Mark looked at me as I walked, our eyes met after a while at the checkout when I ordered the cake.
-I saw you how you look at me so I decided to come and ask you what's your name. - he said.
-Ohhh hi sorry for that- I laughed- I'm Alex.
-Ok, so hi Alex maybe you want to sit with us. I'm here with my girlfriend, Ingrid.
-Sure, I'm new here so I have to meet someone new.
After that he ordered a soya coffee for me. In addition, he paid for it.
And this is how we met each other.