Don't Be Mad At Me

Chapter 10

Hi So sorry for being late but being in the higher class has its disadvantages.

Anyway this is the next chapter.

This is nearing the end.

Spoiler alert! Might be the end. Not sure now but in the end you shall see!

Read the last note. Really, really important.

Chapter 10

No erase.

Today… was… well… not my favorites. I don’t know if I should be happy or be sad.

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After I got everything out of the moving van, I got a call from the hospital saying that Maddy couldn’t be released today. It was weird, she was fine when I saw her yesterday, and she was even smiling like she never had a problem in the world. The wedding was moved to next month since both our parents couldn’t make it due to business issues. But they assured me that it was only a minor problem because of being pregnant.

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I was on my way to visit Maddy when I heard people rushing to a room. I ran towards it. But I couldn’t see anything then I realized that it was Maddy’s room. I was running faster by every second but I was suddenly stopped by the doctors. I kept trying to get out of their grip but I couldn’t. I was in shock.

She was fine!

I just talked to her yesterday!

What about the baby!?

What’s going to happen to her and our child?!

What the F*** am I supposed to do?!

I’m sure I shouldn’t be standing here doing NOTHING!

My girlfriend and child are at risk here!

They put me in the waiting room.

I called both our parents explaining everything I knew. Surprisingly they didn’t seem shocked, like they knew it was going to happen. What do they know that I don’t? I ended the call with a sigh and a sob.

The doctors came out and I rushed towards the room just in time for them to say, “Time of death?”

“3:51 p.m. of April 18, 2014”

I was now sobbing.

“I’m sorry sir, it was bound to happen sooner or later. But we were hoping for the latter. She was one of the strongest patients, she didn’t survive but the child has. We organized a surrogate in case of this emergency. She said to give this to you saying, “Please tell him, to take care of himself and our child.”

And he left into the hallway.

She was gone.

She didn’t tell me.

But why?

Even if she would be gone, I would still love her for infinity. I looked at the letter in my hands. I read, “To Nicolai. Please don’t be mad at me.”

I opened it.

“Dear Nic,

I’m so, very sorry I didn’t tell you. But I didn’t want to make you feel down and depressed. I already told our parent, that’s the real reason why they changed their minds of the wedding date. Their probably fixing my funeral now and canceling the reception and other wedding related things. I’m truly sorry that I wasn’t able to make it to our own wedding or to the birth of our child.