Cigarette lighters ~ Fillie {sequel to shattered glass}

•Mental hospital•

Millie's p.o.v~

Ever since I have been in this shit hole, I've changed. Yes, I am better now and I actually love life, believe it or not. My scars still lay on my wrists, but bruises no longer paint my body, god I am thankful for that. Oh and Jacob Satorious arrived at the same time and the same day as me, I share a room with Jacob, Sophie, Jack Kelly. Yes, I mean Jacob the one that harassed me, but we put all that behind us and now we are a badass power couple, gosh that's so cringe but who gives a fuck anyways when your in a mental hospital am I right? I am top bunk and below is soph, then jack and Jacob on the other side. The bunk beds are actually really comfortable, they are double bed bunk beds, me and Sophia's are white wood and the boys are black metal, and I don't bang my head on the wall in the mornings because the walls are so fucking tall in this prison. There is fairly lights in me and Sophias side of the room and posters on the boys side, once we got to know each other though we pout the fairly lights around the whole room and the posters paint our room. Our bed sheets are white, as are the boys, we have wooden floors and concrete walls. The wall above my bed is covered in a collage of pictures of me, Jacob and the girls (Maddie, iris and Sadie), my favourite pictures are of me and Jacob, one of us walking in the rain that jack took when we went outside for the first time in weeks and on of me sitting on Jacobs lap in the lounge room, soph took that one~

Across the hall is a single dorm, that belongs to our friend grace, she is amazing at singing. When we're sad or just down because we have to take our fucking medication *eye rolls*, she sings. Me, Sophia and grace once wrote a song, we called it city song. It was supposed to remind us of the world outside this prison, it helped a lot when I went through my break up with Finn and because I had once sand it to Jacob, I was crying like crazy because it was so hard for me, he came over to my bed and got under the cover, tucked my hair behind my ears and whispered, "let's take the city and make it out song." That's my favourite line in the song, I fell in love with it, just like I fell in love with Jacob. My favourite workers here are joe and Natalia, they are like our big brother and sister. They let us do basically whatever we want. Me and Sophia made a picture collage of us all and got Natalia to print them and joe to put them on the wall. I really love my mental family, much better than my one at home *eye rolls*. Oh, your probably wonder what about Finn? Oh yeah, what about Finn? Oh well how's about this...No letters, calls, texts, FaceTimes and No visiting! Yeah I know he already seems like a dick, well he broke up with me because "You've changed or are the rumours true?
and I can't do this I am sorry but I am breaking up with you" so Fillie has sunk like the titanic. But on the bright side Jillie, or what ever the fuck Jack calls it, is so real. Even though Jacob was the Villain In me and Finns love story, he saved me. He held me in my darkest times and wiped away My tears, where as Finn couldn't even bother to send one fucking letter apart from the break up on. Sophie is like the sister I never had, she is so amazing and may I also add, absolutely gorgeous! She has really long ginger hair which she says she's going to cut when she get out of here, and my hair is now above my bellybutton, not to short and not to long. Jacob always plays with it and Natalia lets me and soph use her shower stuff so our hair stays the best it can right now. I get out of this place in less than 2 weeks. Jack is like my over protective brother, once this guy called me a slut because, I don't even know why boys are dicks, anyway, jack got up and beat him. That boy was in hospital for a month and he didn't come back to the rickwood mental hospital, too scared to apparently. We all get out at the same time, we will all go to the same school which is great! Oh I smoke and drink now, joe and Natalia get the cigarettes for us and I drink if there's a party, Sophia says I am such a badass. That Finn fucking Wolfhard won't know what hit him when him and the others see me. Now, I know that promises don't last a lifetime, but this one will. Finn Wolfhard better be ready cuz we're coming home....

🖤First chapter, there will be so much drama in this book so I hope you ready darlings🖤

Their beds~

Girls-

Boys-