So You Might Be Gay...

Chapter 1

This night has been a total disaster! All I know right now is how hungover I am going to be tomorrow. My head is spinning already as I feel my legs going numb.

After partying all night I am now out here lurking the far side streets of Lavender Creek at the earliest hours of the morning. So this is my life, it kind of sucks, and kind of always has. I have a bestfriend, Jay he's pretty cool, actually he is really cool. Popular and sporty and can really hold his liquor.

I am soooo wasted.

I sit myself down on the curb to try and put myself together. Who the hell am I? god, I am never drinking again. Every time I drink I always have to do this, I have to give myself a little quiz about who I am so I make sure I am not that drunk.

So I sit here alone on the sidewalk and begin to question my sanity.

Name? Bella Farms.

Age? under aged for drinking, that's for sure; but seriously 17

Gender? Girl.

Sexuality? Straight...i think.

ugh. I need to get home, I'm drunk, alone, and I am in the outskirts of town because of that stupid party in the woods. Fuck it, I'm too wasted to even worry about sleeping on the dirt. So I do.

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Morning.

Shit. Where am I?Just as I thought, hungover and more confused than ever. I don't remember much of last night all I know i fell asleep on the dirt, but I didn't wake up on the floor. I look around for a helpful hint to tell me where I was. By the looks of my surroundings I could tell I was in Jay's basement. He must've picked me up on the side of the road and let me crash on his couch. He has always been a good friend.

My throat burns from the amount of alcohol I consumed last night. I turn to the wall clock and notice it's 9:30, already late for school. I wonder where Jay is then realize if he was the one who took me home last night that means he was sober enough to drive meaning no hangover for him. Lucky bastard. I go upstairs knowing Jay's parents have already left for work and Jay is probably already at school.

I grab a bagel and leave Jay's house and walk a couple blocks down to mine. Perks of living in your best friends neighborhood. By now my dad has left for work and mom is still in San Francisco for a conference.

I trudged my way up the stairs and walk straight into the shower. With clothes and everything I didn't care I just needed to sober up. Moments into the shower I peeled off my clothes and hung them to dry. I cleaned myself up and got ready for school. I picked out an outfit. With light blue skinny jeans rolled up at the ankles, a rather tight fitting black top that showed half my back, and a rose pink/gray flannel rapped around my waist. My eyes were burning by the time I opened the curtains in my room.

It was already 10:15. I quickly and carefully applied my make-up, grabbed my bag, and an apple and ran out the door, and hopped in my green mustang. As I was a

ready half way to school I realized I forgot to put on shoes.

My luck.

Before I could turn around I was already pulling into the school parking lot. A thought accrued to me how I used to always keep an extra pare of converse in my gym locker when I used to play soccer. Good thinking past soccer playing self.

I ran up to the school barefoot and dashed through the halls to the gymnasium, I caught a few odd looks of fellow piers passing by, but I didn't give a damn. I'm used to shit like this happening by now, and I don't mind the audience.

I finally arrived to the girls gym locker rooms and ran inside. As soon as I steppedinside the air was filled with steam. I could hear the water of the showers running notifying me that other people were in here, naked. I walked around the corner to the locker side of the room, right across from the lockers were the showers no curtains no wall of separation just the steamy air.

I walked to my locker, 29B. I put in my combo and pulled out my sneakers. I sat against the wall to put on my shoes when a girl passed by me. She had just gotten out of the shower by the looks of it, her hair was wet, little droplets of water were on her nose, and oh, she was only wearing a towel.

I couldn't help but stare as she removed her towel and put on her clothes. I knew it was steamy in the room but it felt like the tempeture had gone up at least 10 degrees when she came into view. This girl wasn't just hot, she was beautiful, a work of art. She had long blond hair, dark blue eyes, full pink lips, and an incredible body.

wait, what?

I did not just think that.

No way. Nope. I am not a lesbian.

Besides it's totally normal for a straight girl to check out another girl.

Yeah, it's normal. I'm straight.

Hello friends, so im new. quick intro for you: i'm gay. im in highschool. im a girl, and i like other girls. i am still in the closet everywhere else but on here i am openly myself. you guys can call me Ashy, and my name is NOT Ashley, i am called Ashy (just to be clear). I enjoy writting. and i would love some feedback from those of you who read. xoxo-Ash