Relapse
Its bound to happen
The skin on my bone
Waiting for me to give in
Because once again I'm all alone
I say I am stronger
Than this sudden urge
But this feeling I crave
Seems to come in too huge of a wave
I lay in the water
And take in a breath
But only to find
That it has turned into a deep red mess
So ill surrender myself to my demons
They make me feel worthless
The kind of worthless that has no detail
The kind that is just simply numb
But to be honest I truly couldn't tell you why
Perhaps my mind is not whole
Or maybe I'm missing a soft part of my soul
That has been replaced with a sharp piece of childhood trauma
Yet even though I'm healing
I still feel my head being filled with drama
So when the monsters leave
And my heart is bleeding
Ill be left with nothing
Except the feelings that are hidden beneath my sleeve
But overall the worst part of this tragic thing
Is that no one understands
Why I'm so addicted
To such a painful sting
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Beyond The Mask
PoetryPoems and Writing that truly make me feel alive, things that make me feel as if I can change the world or make an impact on someone that doesn't know how to put their feelings into words. I spent hours and hours looking through quotes and stories th...
