A view inside my head

Eternal Love

one day u left, since then theres just pain in my chest, sadness in my mind and i wonder why i dont stop living because theres nothing left for me in this world, my family is dead and i am inside and the only thing keeping me alive is my body and my brain but both are filled with pain. I know you won't come back, even though u love me  and the last thing you said to me was " I will watch you every day when you pray". Today i cant withstand to not see you anymore so i pray for forgiveness, slit my wrist and bleed out and after that i will be with you for eternity ,no doubt.