How long till I leave and never look back. The memories that I hold aren't the happiest but compared to others they're laughable. I wish I could forget some or even all of them, to keep from shedding these tears that I'm often forced to hide away. Even as I write tears are welling up in my eyes.
"Smile, you look prettier when you do"; such a common phrase thrown around being drilled into every girls brain. Do we not look pretty when we frown? When we show how we really feel? Why is it that we only look prettier when we smile? Why must we hide our true emotions? To stray away from what makes us human. Why must we "fake it till you make it"?
Isn't it sad when you can finally say "it's okay, I'm used to it". Knowing how much pain and despair you had to go through in order to obtain a certain numbness. You can feel how much it hurts but you've just learned to just accept it and wait for it to pass.
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Another Day In Life
RandomThis is basically thoughts that I have or a journal. Just a place where I can express myself.
