I feel sick
Like I'm about to throw up my last meal
Stomach turning and sharp pains make me wince
A fire seems to move up and down my throat
Fear consumes my whole self
Turns me into a statue that can't move a muscle
My brain even stops, my breathing and heart, too
The pain and sadness takes over
What is happening to me?
What is this foreign feeling?
I can only ask questions
But I can't find the answers
The breakdown hits
Almost as if I'm being trampled by boulders
My breathing comes back but it races with my heartbeat
I feel so cold all of a sudden
Tears make their way across my cheeks
Eyes will turn read and my nose will run
My body rises and sinks
I'm sobbing with all I have left
This is no question anymore
I feel it inside me
Through every vein and knocking on each bone
This emotion has become me
Heartache is me
And I am heartache
I've lost you
And now I'm alone breaking apart
Now more questions circle in my mind
A few keep me wondering
One that I can't push away I must ask you
Why'd you cause me this?
