Unconditional

Dayu's Letter

Qing just arrived at his apartment. He opened his bag to find something. But an envelope caught his attention. To Qingge. That's Dayu's handwriting. Qing opened the envelope curiously. In the envelope there was a letter that Dayu wrote it. Qing sat in his bed and began to read Dayu's letter.

Qingge, when you read this maybe you have been already in Beijing. And I knew you'll be angry with me after you read this. But I'm sure you will forgive me *grin*.

Qing ah...

I truly don't know why I write this. Maybe I just want to annoy you hahaha.

Qing smiled and then he continued reading.

Qing ah...

I want to thank you for everything that you've done to me. From the begining till now.

I am so thankful that I met you. Thank you for loving me unconditionally.

Thanks to you who never  give up on me. You  who brought the best of me. You who work so hard to make my dreams come true.

You who are so pattient with me. You who always protect me. You who always be there when I need you. You who always make me as your first concern. 

You who always give everything to me, give everything that I want.  You who always give me supports. You who always walk beside me. You who always make me comfortable.

You who always take care of me. You who always make me laugh. You who always hold my hand. You who always scold me when I've been out of my mind. 

And you who always become my home.

Thank you Qing ah... thank you so much. I know I can't never be thank you enough. Not now, not ever.

Qing ah...

Our situations is not easy. Our situations don't have easy ways. Our situations make us always be careful.

And now I feel fears. I feel fears that someday you will wake up and then you will leave me. Leave me alone. 

Leave me alone to face the world. And that will make me life as a body without soul. That tought always make me terrified. 

What should I do Qing ah? What should I do if someday you leave me?

Qing eyes now full of tears. His heart hurt. He really wants to hug Dayu,  hold Dayu, scold Dayu and comfort Dayu at the same time. He doesn't understand why suddenly Dayu has that stupid thought. His eyes become blurry now.

Qing ah...

I bet right now you want to scold me for thinking silly and unimportant things *chuckle*. But you always tell me to pouring and tell you what I thought and what I feel right? So, don't angry with me. Even you get angry with me, don't be angry too long. Please.... *batted eyelashes*

Qing chuckled. Dayu knows him so well that he can't resist his beautiful eyes.

Qing ah...

My assistant already called me. So I have to go now.

ILY

Qing take a deep breath. Tears fell down on his cheeks.

"I do love you too baby. So much...  I hope you are in my arms right now.", Qing muttering softly.

Now he has to endure everything until Dayu back home.

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[ I'm so sorry I write something like that. I heard Dayu's new song again then my fingers tapping.

But to be honest, that is truly my fears. I don't know what should I do if that things truly happens. I guess my heart will be broken. I don't want them to get hurt and be a part. Especially Dayu, because I am more into Dayu haha.

Oh my eyes become teary when I wrote Dayu's letter.

Once again, I'm so sorry.

Have good day everyone. 

and should I write Qing's letter for Dayu?? ]