When you're young, you don't realize how much you take for granted until it's been taken away from you. We learn this once we're able to think for ourselves. Before was when things were simpler and we could nap our days away without getting nagged at. After is when things get real. It's when you question everything and the biggest enemy is yourself. When you're older, you begin seeing a cycle spiraling. One example being habits you have as an adult that's retained bits of splattering memories from childhood, here and there. Yeah, those.
It's tough living with this realization. Making mistakes is how we learn, we remember more of the scarring, traumatizing things in our lives than the good. Even then.. the good ones come off as bittersweet because we tend to miss those times. Thus, more splattering bits of memories here and there. How we choose to live our lives is a lesson in itself. It nurtures us early in knowing that we are alone. And in being alone, you must survive and in enters trial and objectives.
So here are some life events that I want to share. This little life of mine filled with trial and error, being buffed into perfect imperfection.