{ Shadilver } Lost in you

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Heyo! this book is dedicated to my friend @Silverx721 CX so I hope you enjoy this book!  oh and I made the cover cx not the drawing just the editing

| Chapter 1 |

Silver's P.O.V.

I sat in a field of flowers one that Blaze had shown me before she passed away.

-FLASH BACK-

Blaze grabbed , my hand excitedly "Silver lets go!, lets go!, lets go!" she said dragging me across the ice cream shop through the park and behind some trees.

I yelped being dragged was very unusual to me. Especially by Blaze. She's never been this excited before. 

We arrived somewhere I couldn't see because Blaze covered my eyes and was guiding me across what I had thought was maybe a parking lot.

"We're here Silver!"  she giggled uncovering my eyes. I gasped we were in a a beautiful field of flowers, flowers of all kinds.

" Wow..." was all I could utter out at the time.

-END OF FLASH BACK-

I missed Blaze as much as I hated to admit it. I missed her so much, her smile, her laugh, everything. A sigh emitted the air as I sat back tears threatening to fall.

The only reason I was thinking of her so much today is because this day was her birthday. I guess I am alone on missing her, or I'm the only one who remembered her birthday.

I think this is how Shadow felt with Maria. Only I don't think he spent his time in a field of flowers, crying, and laughing.

Yeah I get it I sound bi-polar. My emotions are just mixed so give me a break.  At least five minutes. I closed my eyes trying to stop the tears when I heard a snap.

I turned around and found Shadow standing in front of me, a red rose in his palm, a smirk on his face. " Silver, are you crying?"

He grinned and I scoffed getting up to walk away. I guess he doesn't understand. I was walking away when he grabbed my wrist.

" Silver what's wrong?" I bit my lip, tears once again threatened to fall from my eyes, I was just starting to stop crying and now you bring it up again.

" Today is Blaze's birthday...." I murmured. " Silver." I glanced away afraid that he'd say something mean, or physically harm me like he does Sonic.

" I'm sorry." To my surprise he pulled me into a hug. My eye's widened in disbelief, Shadow the hedgehog was hugging me, without being forced to hug me.

"W-What?," his action caused me to stutter, reasons why?

1) This is SHADOW! as in Shadow the hedgehog!

2) He is actually being kind!

3) Did I mention this was Shadow the hedgehog?

I soon relaxed and slowly found myself wrapping my arms around him as well. " Don't be." I murmured. My eye lids dropped lazily as I lay-ed my chin on his shoulder.

I was tired from crying so much and soon I remember my eyes closing and everything was blurry from there.........

Shadow's P.O.V.

Silver fell asleep on my shoulder. Poor guy he must have been tired, I know I sure as hell was when Maria died.

I remember I didn't eat, sleep, smile. All I did was cry, and I don't want him to go through the same. I don't want him to feel the pain I had felt when her " day " had come up.

The sleeping hedgehog on my shoulder twitched cutely and I picked him up bridal style, allowing him to get comfy in my arms before leaving to my house.

Yeah I get it you guys get the wrong idea when I say "bridal style", no I don't like Silver, at least I think I don't. Wait I don't like Silver do I?

You know what stupid wrong ass thoughts make your way out of my god damn head! I do not like Silver!

' Denial is the first sign~'

I groaned. My conscience must hate me. Second thought, it does.

Once I was at my house I opened the door while now holding Silver in my left arm as he snuggled up against my chest in comfort.

I immediately went to my bed room ( A/N: XD wrong words eh? )  and set him on my bed covering him in my satin colored blankets.

' Wake up soon Silver,'

I sighed walking to my couch in the living room as I sat down on it groaning as I thumped my head against the cushions.

" God damn it," I cursed under my breath. This was the third time this week I had hit my head there and it was starting to get annoying, just like the faker.

No maybe even worse than the faker.

Who am I kidding nothing's worse than Sonic. I despise him in every single way, he's cocky, annoying, idiotic, rude, caring, etc.

I guess he's everything I despise.  That's just my opinion literally, everyone loves him when really Silver's the real prize. Wait...

' GOD DAMN IT!! '

I officially hate my conscience.

- AN HOUR LATER-

I was officially bored. B.O.R.E.D.

Bitching

Over

Really shitty stuff

Existing only to me

Down this piece of shit filled rainbow minded asshole.

Yup that's my meaning of bored. It makes no sense but, that's how I like it. I huffed getting up off my piece of shit couch and walking to my bedroom.

Silver was stirring in my bed. He must have been having a night mare cause he kept moving until finally he sat up gasping for what he grasped for.

Air.

Tears flowed from his soft plump cheeks and I reacting how I would ran to his bed side. " Silver are you okay?,"

Stupid question right?

He shook his head, and I hugged him as he sobbed onto my shoulder, which didn't bother me. I learned that its ok to cry, weakest or strongest you have to cry.

His sobs died down after a number of minutes and soon he was off of my shoulder and looking at me with sad golden eyes.

Eyes that lost there beautiful shimmer.

" Silver? did you have a nightmare?," he nodded looking at me like a scared child would. I wanted to laugh but that'd be inappropriate at a time like this.

" Wanna talk about it?" I asked sitting on the edge of the bed. " No it's o-okay," he murmured shyly. A pink blush spread across his cheeks when I lifted his head by his chin with my soft fingers.

" Silver, don't bottle up." The blush darkened on his cheeks and he nodded.

" Are you sure yo want to listen?," he asked his golden eyes sparkled with curiosity which drove me insane.

" Yes Silver please."

" Okay, well it was about Blaze."

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@Silverx721  I am so sorry this took so long >.< I'm a horrible person. T.T, well anyway XD I hope you enjoyed!!!

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