Shawty Bad [Ethan Dolan]

Prologue

Kerrigaan;

August 17, 2017
Hi my name is Kerrigaan. I am 17 years old. My full name is Kerrigaan Allyissa (Uh-le-se-ya) Smay. My father is the most wealthiest man in the state of Alaska. He is an international businessman. My mother is a nurse, which makes us more wealthy. Not that I don't care, it's just that if we need anything we can get it. Mostly what they want. I have an older sister and older brother. My sister is 18, and my brother is 20. My brother lives in Seattle. My sister is still living with us, finishing college.

My brother is just out on his own, gosh do I miss him. All three of us are really close. We don't really care about the money, but it's good to have backup; I guess. I live in Anchorage, Alaska. Alaska is the most beautiful thing in the world at night. Mostly because you can see the stars shimmering through the night sky.

My family is a little bit different. My brother; Michael is in the military. At first my mother didn't want him to be in there, then again she wouldn't have to worry about that. My sister; Samantha, wants to become a famous photographer. She does have a soft side, but mostly shows her harsh side often. Me, well I only have a couple loyal friends who don't want me for my money.

"Come on kids, we're going to be late for the flight. We have 1 hour to be at the airport." Dad yelled. Dad has a business trip in Los Angels, California. I know, expensive city. He's going to be working with a guy name Sean Dolan. Apparently he has a daughter around
Samantha's age, and two sons that are my age. His wife, Lisa Dolan, works as an artist. She loves to paint.

"Hey Sam? Can I ask you a question?" I asked softly. I don't know why I'm speaking soft, but I get that vibe that I need to speak soft. "Yea sure wassup?" She asked while putting her laptop in her backpack for carryon. "Are you happy that we are moving?" I asked while sitting down on her bed, as she sits next to me.

"I'm going to be completely honest with you. No I am not. I am going to miss this school, but we all need to move on. Me, you, and Michael can come back to visit. Plus I'll be on my own, but I'll be next to you guys. So if you need anything, come to me."

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August 13, 2018
Here I am. It's almost been a whole year since I've moved. And I'm going to be completely honest with you, it was scary.

My ma passed away in a car crash. I was so off after she left. I kinda still am. My dad, he um, moved on and left me with my sister. He said he doesn't care anymore. So he gave us all the money, which is about 18 billion dollars, and married a wealthier woman. She has about 55 billion dollars.

Flashback:
August 18, 2017  Los Angeles
"Hi my name is Kerrigaan..." I told one of the boys. The one with a mole on his chin, which I think is Grayson? I'm not sure. "Wassup I'm Grayson." He stated. He is very attractive. Like fuck me up daddy. Jk nah. The one with a mole on his cheek is hella fine. "Hi my name is Ethan, and you looking mad cute!" He said with a smirk.

"Uh thanks?" I said awkwardly as I glared at them. I was wearing a tank top with some booty shorts. Los Angeles is hella hot. I went upstairs to go and see my ma, but she went to go an get some flowers.

Tonight we are having our first dinner as a "family." We are living with the Dolan family, and their house is big. It's like a mansion.

I went to my room which is right in between the twins' room and as I was unpacking, someone knocked on my door. I went up and get it, and there stood my dad with sad eyes. Why is he sad?

"What's wrong dad?" I asked softly. I know I need to be soft when it comes to my dad and my sister because they're both stubborn. Especially my sister. She is like the queen of the Smay household.

"Your uh ma passed away. She couldn't make it. She got into a car crash. So she wrote this letter for you. I'm sorry baby." Was all he said, handed me the letter and walked out with his luggage.

Kerrigaan;
My princess. Hi baby this is a letter for you. I didn't really die because of the car crash, I committed suicide. I know your father is going to leave, but babygirl, keep your head all the way up. I know you can accomplish anything you put your broken heart to. I know you've been suffering, trust me I was you when I was your age. Before Michael was born, ( THIS PART IS ABOUT MY PAST. SO THIS BOOK IS SOME WHAT ABOUT ME. BEFORE I WAS BORN, MY MA HAD A BABY BUT MY FATHER KILLED HIM BY BEATING HER AND HER BELLY. SO PLEASE DO NOT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT. THANK YOU) I had a baby. He was 6 months old and we were going to go to the ultrasound appointment, but your father got really drunk and ended up hurting me and the baby. I almost didn't make it, but the baby didn't make it. I was forced to stay with him or else he would hurt all of the other babies I would conceive. So, I just broke down and my heart ached. Have you ever had that feeling when you go on a first date, you feel so bottled up? It was that feeling when your father made me stay with him. I am not going to rant, but I will say this, I love you with everything I have, and I told your father to go and marry a wealthier woman and give you kids all the money. I'm sorry it's not enough, but I will be with every step of the way. I can hear you and I can see you. I hope you'll be able to hear and see me too. I love you my precious princess. See you soon. But not to soon
With all my love,
Ma.
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I've changed. I'm a different person. Ethan made me a different person. And I am thankful for that.