Some days no matter how happy I am my life and anxiety comes and breaks it all down I put up the walls I once put down back up and some days I feel like is it really worth having to break down the walls for the second time then just having my life put them back up when will this cycle end when is my life going to let me be happy and not let my anxiety take over my life no matter how good the guy and life takes over. And I'm writing this while drunk or high or both cause life this week is hard I wish I told u and takes it out instead of keeping to myself and drinking my problems away
