"you're a doctor who cures others yet you can't even cure yourself."
accidentally inseminated with the sperm of her divorced boss, jisoo struggles with a lot of things and her anxiety of sexual intercourse doesn't help at all. so yeah, she's a pre...
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three: fading
jisoo desperately wanted to stay home from work, she just wasn't in that correct state of mind. her last bit of sanity was stripped away from her like a toy off a child last night. after finishing the last bottle of alcohol, she really began to regret ever having a sip. her head equalised to the weight of a basketball and it was way too heavy for her neck to carry. the strong sense of liquor remained in the air and every time that scent drifted its way to her nostrils, she'd jolt her body upwards.
faint memories of last night were all that were left in her mind. she couldn't remember anything, she couldn't feel anything but this raw numbness gnawing at her muscles. not a single bit of strength was what she had but rather her bones felt floppy and useless. she couldn't even move properly let alone get up from her bed. she slumped back down, burying her face in her pillow as the bed dipped down further, her weight pressuring the woods beneath.
gathering that little bit of maturity she had left, she got up from her bed and into the bathroom for a cold shower, remembering that she had work in half an hour. no doubt she'd be late but there's nothing she could do about that now. she sped through her routine and applied such natural makeup. jisoo really couldn't go through the day without makeup, since she looked like an absolute ghost in the mornings despite jimin and chaeyoung's jealousy outbursts whenever she's at home. they say she has the face of a beauty goddess because her naked face is ever so flawless, the milkiest white you could get. such smooth surface and a pleasure to look at.
but of course, jisoo still went with coverage. she finds it disgraceful to look at herself in the mirror.
all her trousers were on the roof drying so she was forced to wear a skirt. she didn't necessarily mind the outfit but trousers were just so much comfier. quickly coming up with a solution, she crept into chaeyoung's room and stole one of her thick leggings, chaeyoung is an originally light sleeper but last night she passed out faster than jisoo and that's saying something. so now she had on an oversized sweater with the words "Roulette" printed down the middle and the thick leggings she supposedly "borrowed" from Chae young.
underneath the sweatshirt she had a plaid white shirt because it would be quite bothersome to have such baggy clothing under the tight white coat she had to wear. grabbing her car keys from the dish beside the front door, she got her fruit smoothie from the fridge and drove off to work before the two woke up. the hospital wasn't that far a distance from her house but still hassle to drive to. soon, she pulled up in parking lot and parked her car in her frequent place, right next to the entrance. beeping her car locked, she entered the hospital and respectively bowed back to the juniors who exchanged greetings with her. she went straight up to her office to quickly change into her coat.
