should i be here | bts.

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After getting my call from bighit I was ecstatic about it. I was flown out to Korea and picked up by my new manager.

"Soooooo, am I part of a band? Or a duet or-" I got cut off by my manager, "No, you're being put in a band called BTS. It's going to be awhile before you debut though. "

My manager said it like that was nothing.

"Like. THE BTS. as in-" The manager cuts me off again, "Yes, as in, Namjoon, Seokjin, Jimin, Jhope, Jungkook, Taehyung, and Yoongi." I take deep breaths

"Keep it professional y/n." I say to myself calmly.

When we get to the bighit HQ, walking in, I look like I had just got out of bed, wearing black leggings and a crop-top that defined my body.

The manager is typing away on her phone as she presses the elevator button. We stepped into the elevator. butterflies blooming in my stomach.

*Ding*

The sound that the elevator made after we passed each floor of the building.

We hit floor 12.

Walking on the managers tail, she opened a big door to a grand meeting room. I was greeted with 7 of the most handsome men's faces in the world. They were as shocked as I was to see them.

"Who is she?" Namjoon said with a thoughtfully concerning smile.

"Your new member." Bang PD said from the head of the table looking up only with his eyes from the papers in front of him. He swiveled in his chair and gave me a big welcoming smile. "Please, sit." PD gestured to a chair.  I ended up sitting next to Jungkook.

Bang started the meeting, "Alright guys, meet your new member.  y/n. She will be debuting next comeback and that means you guys are up to training her as much as possible. But, do not overwork her. She is still young. 13 years of age." We all nod in synchronization.

"Uhm, PD-nim? may we go over her talents?" Yoongi said looking up from twiddling his fingers.

"Of course. We actually have videos right now." I look up with wide eyes. Seokjin noticed my wide eyes.

"What? Are you nervous?" He gave a windshield wiper laugh. Jungkook giggled. Holy hell that's hot.

"There's nothing to be afraid of, we're a band now." He gave a bunny smile and nudged me with his elbow.

My video started playing, and it was my dance and singing cover of 'Spring Day'. I just stared at the screen ready to be bashed with insults. When I was doing Jimin's part when he gracefully swept himself across the stage I heard a couple people shift in their seats from behind my head.

"That was just as smooth as Jimin, and she kept her vocals steady." It was V's deep voice. I flinched at the compliment.

I turned around in my seat to see Taehyung looking at me. He leaned back in his chair and ran his fingers through his long, messy, grey hair and gave a silly, but heart-shattering wink. I dreamily smiled back and turned back to the screen.

Turning back to the screen, I saw Bang's finger about to click on to the next clip. When I had seen the thumbnail, I had realized it's a singing video from when I was 11. Freaking. Eleven. Years. Old.

I heard the click of the space bar and looked away in embarrassment. The video started playing. I clenched my teeth together, knowing that I was so bad then. I closed my eyes tight and heard my squeaky prepubescent voice start singing. My instant thought was "Ew." When the video ended I unclenched my eyes and looked behind me with a mindset that was ready to be literally crushed with a cinder block, with insults once again. But, that's what being in a band is sort of all about right? Constructive criticism. Right?

"I just want you to know. I was eleven years old and I was so prepubescent holy moly." At that point literally, all of the eyes in the room had been put on me.

The gummy side of Yoongi started coming out already towards me, "Well, you wouldn't be here if you weren't as good as us." He gave the gummy smile, any Yoongi stan could only dream of seeing in real life. I smiled back and it showed my dimples. I have like, 'inside out' dimples and like four dimples when I smile without teeth. smaller ones under my major dimples, few freckles but I have them, dark brown eyes,  naturally tan; and dark brown, almost black, beach waved hair.

I turned back to Bang PD-nim waiting for him to say something else. Next thing you know, he wants me to sing right here. Right now. "Excuse me, y/n, do you mind presenting your vocals to the group?" PD clicked around on his computer and gestured to me to stand up and sing. I stood up and pulled out my phone and played the instrumentals to Hold Me Tight.

After the song had finished, I was quietly, but heavily breathing. Everyone in the room started clapping. I sat back down in my seat. Sitting down, the boys; or, I guess, my hyungs now; reached in to give me high fives.

"Only thing I am confused about is, that, I never expected another member, especially a young girl, no offense; to be added to the band." Jimin had laid his opinion out on the table,

"Well, Jimin, and the rest of you. Get used to it. Her stuff is already in the dorm and ready to be unpacked. Y/n, you're moving in with Jungkook in his dorm across from Jimin and Yoongi, and next to Namjoon and Jin. Meeting dismissed." Bang ended the meeting and everyone stood up and left, me, following behind them.

What am I most worried about right now? Well. A lot of things. I'm so new at this, I feel like none of the A.R.M.Y. will like me because I'm a girl. You know how in the fanfictions like every single fangirl is like 'stay away from MY oppa' and then gives an innocent smile and pretends nothing happens? Yeah, well, they should know I was literally just like them one day, at one point in life. They don't have to come after me.