Zayn's p.o.v
It was a cold and dark day,i opened my window to look at the outside.snow was falling through the window.my whole life filled with sadness,he destroyed everything,my whole love life...he was playing with my feelings,with the bottom of my heart I loved him.but he didn't love me as much as I did."honey....don't run!stop"i flinched when a women screamed loudly,a little cute boy ran through the snow.my whole attention got that littleone.
"no...you should catch me first"he yelled that women with a giggle.i am new this town,but I can recognize who was that.that was my neihbour,i closed the window,walked to the kitchen with a smirk on my face.i opened the fridge,grabbed a beer.this is my life now,i couldn't live without weed,beer and cigeratte.i swallowed it angrily
Buz buz
The doorbell rang,i took a deep breath,reach the door and opened it."what..."i smirked.that boy was standing infront of me,his rosy face got red.that women was standing behind him."i'm sorry....mr.malik,i'm pattie and this is my son justin"she cleared her throat.her blue eyes were looked in to mine."umm...nice to meet you,how may I help you?"i gave her a fake smile,justin looked at me innocently,i couldn't deal with that anymore..i hate innocent boys...i hate innocent,i hate all of the people,i want to hide from this cruel world."umm...if you not have a problem,can you please look after justin for a hour?"i rolled my eyes at her,what the hell!i couldn't say no."um...yes"i mumbled.
"thank you so so much,justin behave like a good boy....mommy comeback soon"pattie put a soft kiss on justin's forehead,wave me good bye.i wave her back.
"come in"i cleard my throat at justin,he walked to the living room slowly,i walked behind him."mr.malik...."he cleared his throat."don't called me that,my name is zayn"soft breez came from the window,when the little boy started to shake."i'm justin"he said shakingly,"are you cold?"i mumbled looking at his big hazel eyes,he nodded."come..let's go to the fire place,i walked to the fire place,justin followed me behind.he sat on couch,next to the fire place,i walked to the kitchen to make him a hot chocolatte.
I grabbed the thermoplask,opened it.took a mug and pour it with hot chocolatte.i put the thermoplask on the table,walked to the fridge,grabbed a beer and closed it.i grabbed the mug from other hand,walked to the lounge.justin was sitting on the couch peacefully,looking at his hands,he got flinched when I cleared my throat."i'm sorry for scaring you,take this"i handed him the mug,he took it shyly."thak you"he mumble,he's so sweet,oh my god,i can't handlle this anymore,he's like my ex boyfriend,he broke my heart.i sat on the other couch,i swallowed my beer angrily.he ruin my everything,he fucking destroy me.i hate him,i fucking hate him.
"ouch..."justin's voice took my attention,his face got red,he put the mug on the table quickly."what's happen?"he opened his mouth,touched his tounge with his hand."it's hot...hot"ohh,he's so cute,he grabbed the mug from the table,entered a finger into the mug.i smiled,walked to the window,looked at the outside.roses are waving from the breez,i took a deep breath,i love this envirenmont,it's too calm and peace.there was a lake in front of my house,it freezed from the snow.
I saw a car parked at my garden,a women skipped out from that car,i recognized that was pattie,justin's mom.finnally she came.she rang the doorbell,i reach the door opened it.her pretty face was brightning,she entered to the house,wiping her face with her hands."ohh..sweetheart thank you so much for look after my son"justin ran to pattie happily.pattie hugged him tightly."no problem"i gave them a warm smile,justin wave at me,i did the same.justin took pattie's hand,walked to the car,FINNALY!
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