we go from talking until 2am, to 2 hours a day, to 2 minutes a day, to 2 days ago, to never...
that's sad, you're getting high at 3 in the morning as if you don't know why she left you. why victimize yourself when you're the reason she forced herself to walk away and move on. you're a selfish boy. yes, a boy because a real man would have took care of her. you're not a man at all. the way she loved, you think you'll find the same exact love from another woman other than your goddamn mother?! think again. she put you on a pedestal as if you were some king. you loved it. she did what you wanted and that's when the power got to your head. "your princess" turned into things to satisfy you. you pulled her away from her family and friends to take care of you. you abused the love she gave you and you didn't love her at that point. you started abusing her. reminding her she won't be anyone. she was stupid enough to stay away. stay in a relationship that was no longer one. you would ignore her for days and only "love" her when you needed something. but, as the months went by, she left.
she left.
never turned her back. she had enough. she didn't want to be a slave anymore. so, mister, miss me with those crocodile tears. you knew she loved you and was willing to give you the world. don't act stupid. you knew why she left and nothing will bring her back. you should have taken care of her like she's taken care of you.
you should have loved her...
