*yawn*
gosh I'm soo tired. I look over to a tap on my shoulder from the desk behind me. I turn to see Josh and his bright red acne covered face. I take the note and smile at him. He really needs one every once and a while with his low self esteem. I turn back around looking at the note, it was from Maria. I really wonder why she sends me notes, i mean she does have a cell phone. I open it and its in pink sparkle ink frown her favorite gel pen.
'Hey why are you so tired?'
I write back
'i went to see Jason last night'
I pass it back and i look up at the teacher gab-ing on about something i don't care about. Mr. Savalas is so ugly. I mean, he wears his pants up to his chi-chi's, his glasses are a thick black plastic and-- i get interrupted in thought by another tap on my shoulder. I look at the note.
':O you saw Jason again!! Did you guys do it again???'
I hate her excessive exclamations.
'Of course why else would i see him'.
I fold the note back up and pass it back. When i look up i still see Mr. Savalas talking but this time hes reading out of the book. I lay my head down and close my eyes. The darkness behind my eye lids fades into a dream.
~I'm standing in front of a mirror and behind me is Chad, my old ex from when i was 14. He was a blond hair blue eyed player, but i liked him. He walked up as he see's me examining my self in the mirror. He whispered in my ear
"you know i like every part of you" he kissed my neck as he told me. I jumped a little and moved away a bit. He turned me around and looks at my face and asked me.
"Why are you scared?" I felt sorta sick in my stomach but i step closer and told him
"I'm not because its with you". He smiles as he started to kiss my neck again and then he begins to go lower his soft lips go down from my neck to my chest. As he gets closer to my boobs my shirt stops him, I'm a little relived until i felt his hands rub against the curve of my body as he took it off. Then he pulls me over to his bed and i willingly go. I sat on the edge then he unhooks my bra. Before it falls i hold in place covering my nipples. I look up at him, he told me "your boobs are nothing to hide they just add to your beauty" ugh that's complete garbage i thought but then i felt him tugging on my bra. He was looking at the tag, he looked up at me and snickered. I pull it away and ask him
"whats so funny?" He just smiles and says
"your boobs are kinda big for such a thin girl" it was true, but i roll my eyes and say
"no they're not." He suddenly turns a bit more serious and his voice becomes gentle.
"Your right your boobs fit you perfect" i look into his blue eyes as he said that. He softly pushes me back and i lay half way on his bed then i let got of my bra. He pulls it away and begins to gently suck on my nipples, it was hot. He nibbled on them and i softly moaned. And as he was doing that i felt his hands linger down my stomach to my shorts buttons. He undid all 3 with one hand. Then he picked his face up and i felt like i wanted more. He slides my shorts off and he starts playing with my clit. I felt my self get more wet as he did. He then takes off my panties, and i could feel my heart begin to race. He slid his finger into the wet spot between my legs. He moved his finger in a way that i felt so good he slid another finger and it felt a little painful to fit that but then it got better and i closed my eyes. I don't know when i started moaning but i was. He stopped as he pulled his fingers out, he then licked his fingers. He halfway picked me up as he dragged me all the way onto his bed. He was above me and i was breathing heavy. He leans into my ear and asked me
