Shane's POV (3 years ago)
anxiety, depression, ugly, fat, these are the words i lace myself together with, i wish i could feel okay but i can't, depression is like being trapped in your own world, not being able to get out, away from it, away from everyone in this world. it happens on and off for me, sometimes i just wish i could sleep for a long time. but i can't. i feel sadness everyday, about every little thing, i feel like i could burst out into sobs at any minute, and i do, when no ones around, i want just one person to walk up to me and say "you'll be okay" but it never happens, i can have a stable love life i couldn't love in this state of mind. i cant do this to someone. i hope to God that i can find the one. the one that can pick up my broken pieces, maybe one day.
