My heart and what it wanted

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Captured with the click and flash of my polaroid camera, my dog was lazily laying on the couch.

"I'm gonna miss you bucky." i said to him.

He wagged his tail and started licking my face.

I was moving out of state. Texas was where i grew up yes, but was it my home? Far from it. Me and my long term boyfriend just broke up, i'm supposed to be graduating in a few months, and i still don't have a car. Truly, i have no idea what i'm doing with my life. I wanted to be a wife that stayed home and took care of the kids while my (well the husband i thought i wanted) played football. Ever since me and jay broke up things changed.

Now, i won't say too much about jay because i've worked very hard to try and get over him. I will say that he was amazing, he was a wonderful person, we just weren't meant to be in the end.

now here i am letting this polaroid of my dog develop while i mope over how much i hate my life. But soon everything will change when i finally go back to where i really belong, South Carolina.