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Hello

Hello people of the internet. My name is Miekey_Chan or if you would prefer to call me Mads that is alright.

Anyone who has kept an eye on this account or has messaged... I'm sorry.

No one is on that much anymore.

A few of the people who helped run this account aren't active much anymore.

I don't know what happened.

I didn't get on at first because I thought someone else would be on. When I first realized that wasn't going to happen I was sad. I tried to think of ways to get people back online.

I still didn't get on because I was having my own problems and didn't feel it would be RIGHT or a "good" idea to help others if I couldn't even help myself.

Their was a person I talked to a lot. The owner lee-jo-is-me would listen to most of my problems and be their. For some reason for the last month and a half... they... stopped responding.

I was... still am... scared that something happened to them...

Unrelated to that my sleep is awful now. It takes me anywhere from 1 1/2 - 2 hours lying in bed to finally fall asleep, not even counting the times I wake up at night.

At first I felt it wasn't a big deal. I got through the day and was happy. But recently... it's been bad.

I almost fell asleep in Social Studies class. Which I don't do. I have started doing that weird head bobbing thing that people do when they are tired but are trying to stay awake.

Worst of all... I have become more of a nuisance to those around me and I have started to snap at my friends and family.

I miss being able to take advice without feeling threatened by it.

I miss being able to enjoy the sun instead of wishing it would just go down so I could sleep.

I miss being able to enjoy happy music without thinking it's stupid.

I miss enjoying music classes.

I miss being able to love myself

I miss being able to trust everybody.

I miss talking to lee-jo-is-me more than I ever have before.

I miss Xx_Skydreamur_xX 's excellent advice that I used to be able to take so well.

I miss kittengirlloveheart 's drawing that used to always put a true smile on my face.

I am so sorry that everyone who knows me... has to know me.

I am so sorry that this account has gone inactive.

From now on I promise to come on here every Weekend and try and help more people.

Because although I know I won't be able to help myself anytime soon. I want to try to help others. I want to help anyone I can do much that it hurts.

So with that being said I want to say something.

Hello. My name is Miekey_Chan feel free to call me Mads.

If their is any way that I can help you or anyone you know. Feel free to contact right away.