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I smiled to myself looking at my husband and my children play in the back yard of our Mansion. I giggled when Aryanna and Amaya pushed him down it was so cute how he would make his two kids that's under 4 ft push his muscular big self on the ground to make it seem like they are in charge.
I walked back inside of the house and walked to the kitchen where I seen our dog Scrappy laying under the island. He was such a shy and quiet dog to be a pit bull. I looked in the fridge to see what I was going to cook for dinner tonight. I decied on Steak, potatoes, cornbread, and string beans.
While I was cooking I felt arms wrap around me I took in his scent loving the way he smelled
"It smells good in here" he said kissing my earlobe and resting his chin on my shoulder while keeping his muscular arms tight around my waist.
" thank u, where are the girls" I asked
"Their taking a bath" he said
" ok " I simply said
"When we gonna have another baby" he said I paused
"No time soon maybe when I'm like 37 but not right now pushing out your big head ass kids is not easy for most women it only take about 9-10 hours to push out a baby, for me it take about 18 hours " I said he laughed but I didn't fine shit funny he think it's easy to just pop out babies cuz he not the one poping them out. The labor is not even the worse part it's just the whole pregnacy u go through mood swings, cravings, feet hurt, back hurt, you get fat, u have to be careful with anything u do, U have to make sure your not under a lot of stress. Its tough.
" Moniece I'm serious I want another baby, we make beautiful babies" he said letting go of my waist and leaning on the island
" And I'm not saying that Shawn but I'm not stable right now I just had Amaya 4 years ago I'm not saying we won't have another one but just not right now it's to much going on" I said pitting the steak in the oven
"What u mean to much going on we're fine" he said
"Shawn do u not know what u do for a living your a Drug Lord It's bad enough we have to lie to Aryanna and Amaya about what u do and I be damn if I lie to another one of my children. "I said leaning on the counter
"Moniece what u mean what I do for a living that shit that u talking about is what got us here in the first place selling drugs is how we got all this, and how I got u that big ass ring on your finger, and how I provide for u and my children and all u can do is act fucking ungrateful" he said and that really just pissed me off did he really just call me UNGRATEFUL
"I'm ungrateful how am I ungrateful I love this house I love my ring I love my kids and I love u And I'm acting ungrateful I didn't say I want a bigger house, or I want a bigger ring, or I want better looking kids, or I want a better husband did I" I said
"Listen Moniece I'm sorry I called u ungrateful but u gotta respect what I do and how I make money to take care of all of us I love u and my children and I will always make sure y'all good. And I will do anything u want me to do but I can't give up selling its the only thing I know how to do. " he said
holding my waist
"Shawn u and I both know that selling is not the only thing u know how to do u have your GED And a college degree u can be anything u want and be living higher in life but right now your living low. At first it was fun being married to a Thúg but when we brought our children into this world it's not fun anymore what if something happens to me and the girls because u selled drugs to the wrong person" I said looking him straight in his eyes while grabbing his face
"Baby nothing will happen to us because I know how to handle shit" he said
"Shawn I know u think u know everything but u really don't because there's always a person that's one step higher than u And can get u trouble. " I said he just looked at me and nodded his head and went upstairs
When me and Shawn was younger it was fun being with a Thúg someone that take care of his business and is always in control. But Aryanna and Amaya does not deserves this if something happens to my kids because of one of Shawn's decisions I would be devastated .Bringing another child into this world while he's still doing this wouldn't feel right.
Anyway I took out the steak and started on the mash potatoes. 30 mins later everything was done. And we all ate then the girls went to bed while I was tucking in Aryanna she asked me something
"Does daddy have to go to work tm" she said
"Yes he does" I said
"What does he do again" she said I froze
"He owns a bank remember" I said and smiled trying not to show my nervousness they say kids can see right through u .If u show them weakness
"Oh yea I forgot" she said yawning
"Ok enough about that it's time for u to go to sleep" I said finishing tucking her in she nodded her head
"Night mommy" she said
"Night baby girl" I said kissing her forehead
" Forever a kiss" I started saying
"Makes forever love" she said I smiled and cracked the door
Then I walked in Amaya room to see she was sleeping peacefully.
I walked in the master bedroom that me and Shawn shared and began stripping out of my clothes I brushed my hair into a pony tail and took off my Victoria secret grey 38 Double D bra and my underwear I then caught Shawn looking at me I'm the corner of my eye
"Yes" I said
"I can't look at my wife" he said
"Of course u can when I put some clothes on" I said putting on my pjs
"U a trip Moniece it's not like I never seen u naked before" he said
I just shook my head and laid under the covers and turned out the light then I felt shifting in the bed all of a sudden I felt soft lips connect to my dry vagina considering that I had on no undies and just pants
"What are u doing" I said but softly moaned
"I just wanna make love to u tonight" he said continuing to eat me out I just let him continue.
By now I was wetter than the Pacific ocean he did swirls with his tongue and just when he started to hit my spot his phone rung. He let it ring but then the person called again
He sighed and stopped and answers the phone about 2 mins later he was off the phone
"I'm sorry baby I gotta go to the trap to handle some shit I promise I'll make it up to u" he said throwing I'm some basketball shorts
"Its whatever Shawn" I said
"Baby I'm sorry" he said
" its ok just go do what u gotta do" I said he kissed me
" I love u" he said
"I love u too" I said and he left
Guess I'm sleeping alone tonight
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Thug Love
RandomSome people call me crazy for marrying a thug. But I was just a regular girl in love with a thug just like every other girl.People also call me crazy for having his baby but I was just a girl that wanted to carry a thugs baby. My mother doesn't talk...
