The starting of these things are usually platitude, and it puts me off starting it that way, because its usually starts by describing the person, surroundings or even that famous 'Once Upon A Time'. Personally, I always imagined those stories have happy endings, I am not to sure if this is one of those stories; I haven't decided yet... I mean it could be a bad ending, could be a happy ending. I love to write stories with no thought gone into them, without the premature planning of them, because as I write this, I also get the same experience as if its a different story I have started to read. I'm not exactly going to make this as confusing as possible, but I will have to re-read the story to actually make sure it makes sense, who wants a story that doesn't answer questions, or doesn't come to expectations, no one right?
You can't go through things I have and expect a happy ending so why do they always have ending and stories that are good, and usually only good things happen in them, they are overvalued, we need stories that tell you how it is instead of all these expectations that you will never get, like prince charming for instance, he doesn't exist yet they convince you he is out there waiting for you to have a shipwreck or something, no matter how hard it seems, he isn't going to save you, he can distract you momentarily but not save you... All of these problems are still there but yet, they magically disappear when they are around, its your own brain creating an illusion, it makes you feel like you have moved on from it, but you haven't, having an outlet works just as well, doesn't mean that's your 'knight'. I write my feelings down, many have noticed, but that feeling always comes back; like it will when 'he' is around, no matter what you do, its there, stored in the back of your mind, just waiting, taunting you, heckling at you for failure.
No story is happy, you just only decide to see the good in those stories; blindly believing them, what about the fine print? The things they don't actually tell you about? There is always more, I can tell you that, these days we don't have much, but hopefully my word will get through. I know you might be thinking to yourself, not much thought has gone into this, and yeah, you're right, but I see through the bulls**t.
Stories with no problems within these relationships are bogus, where are the arguments you're supposed to have? Where are the disagreements? For some what about the child they couldn't conceive? Real life stories? Not just getting together and everything is perfect until you die, that's when you really know something is wrong. They're only like that because they are a farce, false, basically non existent. They are there for false hope.
Okay, these feelings may go with time, but yet they will always still be there just not with you as much as they were, but that means they are still there. Or maybe you've learned to live with them, like many of us have, sometimes it may seem complicated, but I know exactly what I am talking about; I have been living and surviving for a long time, and right now I am proud to be alive with everything I have gone through, yes I met a guy and if I gave up all those years ago, I wouldn't have him. I am not going to sit here and think he is the most beautiful and most caring, because I guarantee there are guys like him out there as I obviously haven't dated them all, you know? But I will say this, and I am confident about this I have found my twin flame, he just gets me more than anyone I know, we just get on so much, yes okay, we may both have our baggage but we will learn and are learning with each other as a whole, not as two separate people, and I love every moment we are together, and again yes, we will annoy each other as time goes on because being someones twin flame has its upsides and downsides, you just gotta learn to love them in every way, and tell each other when you have annoyed one another, not all over the world and social media, which I do have to sadly say I see a lot, if you have an issue, talk to each other, its not rocket science. Love is a beautiful thing, but it also can be a crazy thing, and I like the thought of that. Love is a substantial word, but its also a prepossessing thing too. You just need to learn to cope and live together as one, no saying move in together, just make sure you are both on the same page instead of being entirely on different chapters.
I am quite old fashioned when it comes to love, don't just take the easy way out if things are breaking, talk and fix them together and become one not two. If its broken, try your hardest to fix the things, not throw them away.
What I am trying to say is 'Love' is not as it seems when you read these romantic stories, and its definitely not as easy as they say it is, just believe in one another and make sure you talk to each other instead of expecting everyone to be your 'Agony Aunt', end of the day its business between two people, not the whole world, but it turns out my story turned out to be a little bit of advice, but I don't care, because I believe in every word I just typed.
