It was five to eleven pm, I was already in bed. I had no school in the morning because it was Friday and since I'd woken up so early that morning, I was super tired. Usually on weekends I stayed up late.
The wind was really loud. I could hear the house creaking because it was so sturdy. Not like it was going to fall, it wasn't a new house so the wind made it creak.
I had my bear next to me, I had to have it to sleep. I laid on my left side and snuggled my bear close. Right as I closed my eyes, I heard a call.
It wasn't a phone call, it was me and Corey's secret call for when we snuck over to each other's houses. Just to be clear, he did it all the time, I did it literally once and that was when my parents were arguing. They never noticed I was gone.
My eyes fluttered open and I laid there for a minute, wondering if it was just the wind. But I heard it again.
I threw my blanket off me and walked quietly to my window. I moved my curtains and peeked out the blinds.
I had to squint to see, but I was right. Corey had just ran into my dad's barn. I smiled cheerfully. Good, now I had an excuse to be going out.
Corey was my best friend and my boyfriend. We did everything together. I loved him more than anything and he loved me the same. He was so good looking, I was definitely a sucker for his baby blue eyes. They knew how to make me say yes. His hair was a dark color, more of a brown, and his lips, oh, his lips, whenever they met mine, it was on.
I opened my bedroom door and walked down the stairs. I was about to pass my parent's room when I saw my dad in the living room watching tv.
I casually walked in and stopped before he even looked at me. "Hey, I was going to bed and then I remembered that I forgot to feed the animals," I said.
"Oh, well, you better get on that. I knew you would forget," he said. "You better start remembering or we'll have to change things up around here."
"I know, I'm sorry," I said. "I'll be right back."
My dad turned back to the tv and I walked outside. My dad's barn was pretty big. It had stairs in it, which led up to the hay and the animal food. I ran outside barefoot, hoping I wouldn't step on anything sharp, and I finally got to the barn entrance.
The door was already cracked open so I slipped inside, my long brown hair blowing in the wind.
I tiptoed past the horse stalls and the chicken coops until I got to the stairs. I stepped on a piece of pointy hay but I was fine.
I walked slowly up the stairs. I caught my breath and calmed down from running. When I reached the top and was about to turn to sit on one of the benches my dad installed, something came down on my head. I figured out that it was a bug net and, alarmed, I looked back to see who threw it over me. "Corey!" I said.
He took it off quickly. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry," he said.
"You scared me," I said as he walked up to me.
"I'm sorry," he said again, this time grabbing my hand and pulling me over to the bench. "Let me make it up to you, huh?"
"Corey, if my dad catches us we're gonna be in big trouble," I said, kind of uneasy about the situation.
"But he won't," he said assuringly. "Look, if you hear the door open then I'll jump out the window, the hay stacks are built up, remember, and you can just say you had trouble getting the - uh- the food."
"Okay," I said, a little convinced.
He leaned in and his luscious lips crashed onto mine. Immediately I kissed him back, forgetting that I ever stopped him. I wrapped my arms around his head and my fingers gripped his hair. His tongue was trying to invade my mouth, but I wasn't giving in yet. I finally parted my lips a tiny bit, but that was all he needed and his tongue slipped into my mouth. Corey's tongue attacked my tongue viciously and I was enjoying every moment of it.
A few minutes later were we're still making out, but this time his hands traveled to my shoulders and in one swift move he had my pink jean jacket off. Not taking his mouth off of mine, he threw it onto the hay next to us. I felt his hands touch both my left and my right sides, and he was lifting my white pajama tank top off. Usually I didn't wear a bra at night, but thankfully I was tonight because the tank top was the last thing I was letting him take off.
He had my tank top over my head in seconds, and he threw it next to my jacket. It was getting more intense now, me in my bra and pajama shorts, and he was trying to get his high school jersey jacket off.
I was beginning to get bored, but I didn't want it to end. Something about Corey's kiss made me want him. Finally Corey's lips parted from mine. "Can't get the damn jacket off," he whispered.
He used both hands to take the jacket off and he threw it near the window. I watched breathlessly as he was left in a white t shirt. God he was so good looking!!!
He turned his attention back to me and I looked away, blushing. "What?"
He smirked. "Why are you being shy?" He asked, putting his arm around my back. "Don't be shy, baby, I love you."
I took a deep breath and looked at him. "I'm not shy," I whispered.
"Then you want more?" He asked. I nodded. "And to think you actually wanted me to stop earlier."
I rolled my eyes as his lips attacked mine again. This time he pushed both my shoulders down and I was left supporting my weight with my elbows. His blue eyes were glowing and they made me even weaker as he pushed me down farther. It was no secret that he wanted to be in full control.
I gave in and went all the way down on my back. He smirked and sat up. I wasn't sure what he was doing. "This hay isn't too comfortable," I whispered.
He looked at me. "Too bad we're not doing this in a bed," he said.
He climbed on top of me and started grinding on me. He stopped and kissed me on the lips. "No, I'm glad we're not. We aren't gonna do anything serious tonight," I said seriously.
"It's already heated, baby," he said. "You don't wanna?" His frown made my heart sink. "If you don't wanna then I will stop."
He was sitting on his heels and I sat up on my elbows. "I.. I just don't wanna get caught," I said.
"They won't catch us. And even if they do, who cares? You're almost 16 like me and you should be able to do what you want," he said.
"I know... but-"
"I get it, I know. You don't have to explain," he said. He leaned over and grabbed my top and jacket for me. He grabbed his own jacket.
"Thanks.." I said as I got dressed once again.
He wasn't talking. "I just don't wanna do anything too serious. I'm already tired as it is, and my mom and dad would have a restraining order against you so fast it would make your head spin."
"Baby, I understand," he said. We both stood up.
"Are you mad at me?" I asked.
He shook his head in disbelief. "Am I mad? Hell no! Just because you don't wanna have sex in a barn?" He laughed more seriously. "Who doesn't wanna have sex in a barn?"
"In your daddy's barn," I added.
We both laughed and he put his arm around me as we walked down the stairs. When we got outside he took both my hands in his and hugged me tight. "I'm not mad, okay? I don't want you to think I'm mad, baby."
"I know," I said. "Maybe we can hangout tomorrow? At your house?"
"Yeah maybe," he said. "I'll have to see, though."
"Alright, well I better get going inside then. And you need to get home," I said.
Corey kissed my head. "Relax, my house is down the road," he said.
"I love you," I said.
He kissed my lips before turning around. "I love you too, doll," he said sweetly.
I smiled and waved as he ran into the neighbor's yard. Once he disappeared, I walked back inside.
"Everything go okay?" My dad asked as I walked by.
"Just has a little trouble getting the food, but I did it," I said.
"Goodnight," he said.
"Night," I replied. I walked down the hall and then up the stairs and to my room. I closed my curtains and laid back in bed. I pulled he covers up to my chin and turned on my side.
As much as I didn't want to do anything too serious with Corey, I really did miss his company.
