Hoseok povI saw Y/n and Yoongi walk out the bar...they never noticed me so I just followed them from behind. I hid in the dark alley filming them...it was my hobby after all I'm in the film club. "Don't touch me!" I heard Yoongi say. I stayed at my place noticing how much drama this is.
I asked myself why am I doing this..? But I knew why...I wanted to have every memory just so I could remember...just so I could understand see, and hear the pain someone goes through...I didn't want to do this though...but just so I could respect their privacy I chose not to do it. I kept filming till I felt a hand on my shoulder. "Dude what are you doing?" I heard the voice say. "Nothing. Why do you care?" I take his hand away from my shoulder and walked back home.
Y/n pov
I woke up with the sound of my phone ringing. I picked up with a tired voice. "Y/n! Wake up Imma be at your house in a couple mins and your paying for the Kakao stuff were getting. Love you." It was Namjoon I sighed from last night. I got dressed with a crop top and some sweats. He knocked at the door and I opened it getting hugged. He noticed that I was tired, so he went into the kitchen and made coffee for me. He's so kind and supporting to me, he's been like this since I meet him when we were kids. "Feel any better?" He asked, "W-what do you mean?" I didn't understand what he was talking about because I never showed anything but my tired self. "Yoongi...Jin, and Hoseok saw everything." He patted my shoulder trying say "It's okay, I'm here with you." He stood up holding my hand, "Well off to see Ryan!" I laughed at his cuteness. I stood up with him and headed outside to his car.
We got to the store and he hopped out of the car in joy. "C'mon Y/n~ lighten up! You don't have to pay I'll pay." He said shaking my shoulders. I sighed and smiled "Okay~" Namjoon looked around with bright eyes. He smiled happily, I liked the sight of him smiling so I smiled back. He dragged me around to the Ryan statue, "Please take the picture." I nodded and took the snap.
"Woah I just noticed how tall you were." I said looking at the pic. "I just noticed how short you are." He said with a dimple smile. We went on getting these stuff toys (pillows) one was Ryan of course for Joon and one was A-peach.
As time passed we went into a cafe. I didn't know why I was so quiet, or why I was acting as if I didn't like Joonie; he was my first friend after-all and my best friend, yet I liked him. I didn't show it at all but why? Too much thoughts the relate to him flourish through my mind. "Hey, Y/n...earth to Lee Y/n..." I jumped when he said my name, "Y-yeah what's up?" I said with a stutter. "It's your favorite type of day." He pointed out the window, seeing it rain made me feel nice, "It's nice...don't you like clear days?" He nodded taking a sip of his coffee. It was quiet and awkward, I pulled out my phone acted occupied. He broke the uncomfortable situation, "I-I need to tell you something." I put down my phone and listened in, "I feel like-I feel like we need to stop being friends..." My heart was torn, my best friend who I've liked since we met doesn't want to be friends anymore? "Can I ask why..?" I said trying to hold back the tears. "It's just that...you've been so distant. You never really care about me anymore...ever since you started high school you didn't act like yourself...You don't seem like you want to be with me anymore so I think I just have to do the sane with you." He looked away from me. I sat there speechless, I wanted to stand up and hug him saying that I love him, that I just need him, but it was too late He left saying that the stuff toys were a goodbye gift, I cried there just staying in the café with no one with me. I went out got my stuff and walked into the pouring street. I cried and cried as I went home.
As I walked my clothes got wet and soggy. I felt rain stop I looked up to see an umbrella and a guy, it was Yoongi "What are you doing here?" I asked in a crying voice. "Helping out friend now c'mon hop on." He gave me his jacket and made me hop on his back while holding the umbrella. He took me to my apartment and went to his room. I unlocked the door and took a shower getting dressed in my clean clothes. Staying in my bed unable to sleep anymore.
A/n-
Heyo beautiful ppl(including Hanuel) I want to thank all of you for the support and encouragement for me to write the story. I really love you all and remember that you all are perfect~ 💕❤️
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RomanceY/n had a tough life her father left her and her mother died, she gets bullied but was always told to stay strong. Her only friend is Kim Namjoon whos close to her. She meets 6 more boys and finds out that she's actually in love with them. They love...