Listen to the song to set the mood
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"Oi kid...don't cry...I know you didn't mean to,it'll scar that's for sure but it'll heal,just know that crying isn't getting you anywhere...now hold your head high and walk tall."The male said to the young albino boy.
|Allen pov|
That dream again...where are you...
I rolled onto my side to slowly but surely waking up.Ever since I came to the black order I've been dreaming of him again...I can't remember his name nor his face,just his voice,his words,and the scar on his neck..My innocence tore through his skin and he wasn't angry with me because he knew it would happen but he didnt make any effort to dodge.
There was a knock on my door shaking me further out my sleepy like state.Ugh do I really want to get up and open the door...nope...but I have to
I stumbled out of my warm cozy bed to open a door that could of been closer but i didnt design how the rooms are.
"Who is it?"
"Its me Lenalee!"
"Morning."I said as I opened the door and he holds out my cup of coffee.
She told me off today's plans and I had no mission for today so meh...
I guess I could go back to sleep after eating.Me and lenalee went to the mess hall to eat and I ended up arguing with Kanda about nothing in general but my heart wasn't in it today.
I ordered my food but I held little interest in it.In fact I only ordered one thing to eat...F/f[Favorite food]
"How does that taste?"
"Is that your way of asking me for some,very well...say ahh~"
At the small memory I smiled and ate the food.Some days I would remember bits and pieces of him but others I can't recall anything.
"Allen?"
"Hmm?"
"Are you okay,you're not dying right?You normally eat more than that..."
Lavi said with a bit of worry causing me to sigh.
"Yeah I'm okay...just a bit occupied with my missing memories of someone."
"Was it a lover of yours?"
"N-no...he took care of me before I met cross and I may of hurt him physically and he has four claw marks on his neck and he was more worried about me than himself. "I couldn't help but blush at his kindness but I was a child back then,that could be the reason but his eyes said more.
"Allen you seem really fond of him."
"Yeah I am and its important that I find him soon."
"I'll help you find him!"Lenalee said but I shook my head telling her no.
"This is my journey to take and I have to find him on my own but if I need your help I'll be sure to ask."They all nod accepting my choice to do this alone,so I went to komui's office and asked if i could leave for some time and he agreed.I ran to my room to pack a few things and I was on my way with timcanpy.
"I can't wait for you to met him tim."
We got on the train and left town.
This might take a while but I'll find you for sure...
"Hold your head high and walk tall"
I smiled knowing his advice stuck to me like mana's.The ride was peaceful and when I sleep it felt like someone was watching me fondly and making sure I was safe,just like when I'm at the black order.
Time skip...
The train stopped in a city called Ashford and it'll be awhile befor the train would leave so I got off and wondered around for a bit.It was a lively place,People were moving about,kids played,the birds were chirping,cats slept perfectly and dogs ran around with the children.
"Whoa it's like we stepped into a completely different world..."
