**Taylor's POV**
She was honsetly really cute when she was crying and cuddled up in my arms. I look down at her wipping her eyes and she looks up at me with a fake half smile on her face.
"Why did you want me to stay?" I ask.
"Idk. I just feel comfortable with you. I guess. Even though this is the actual first time we talked and stuff." Crystal says.
"Yea. It is. But I'm glad that this is happening right now." I say hugging her.
She hugs back. She almost stops crying right away. I smile to myself and kiss the top of her head. Crystal looks up at me and then our lips crash together. They move in sync movement for a couple of minutes then we pull away.
"Sorry. I didn't mean to." Crystal says.
"No it's fine. I kinda liked it." I say blushing.
"Mhmhmh. Really? I did too." she says.
"Yea I did." I laugh.
Then she pushes m back and gets on top of me. She puts her hands on my shoulders and I place my hands on her hips. She leans down and kisses me again. I kiss back cause like damn. Who wouldn't? Her hands go down to the hem of my shirt and I help her take my shirt off. I take off her hoodie to reveal her flat stomach and her big boobs. I pull away to look at her in the face and I can tell she's been hurt a lot before we met.
"What? Did I do something? I'm sorry." Crystal says getting off of me.
She starts walking towards the bathroom when I grab her wrist. She turns around and looks at me in the eyes.
"No. You didn't do anything wrong. I just love looking into your eys. They're pretty." I say.
"Are you sure?" she asks.
"Yes I'm sure. Now come on. Wanna finish *clicks* or naw." I say laughing.
A smile appears on her face and she laughs. I pull her in for a hug and kiss her. She kisses back and I lay my tounge on her bottom lip. She gladly lets my tounge in and it colides with hers. We fall on the bed and laugh. I flip us over so I was on top of her. I started grinding on her and leaving soft kisses down her neck. She moans softly. It was her first time. She reached down to my shorts and took them off. I did the same to her. She was getting nervous. Really bad.
"We don't have to do this if you don't want to." I say.
"Okay. I'm sorry Taylor...." Crystal says.
I get my shirt and shorts and put them back on. I started towards the door when I heard footsteps behind me. Then a hand on my arm.
"Please don't leave.." Crystal says.
I just pull my arm away from her and walk out her door. I walk back the the room I share with the guys. They could tell I was pissed.
"Dude. Where's you beanie?" Aaron asked.
"Shit. It's probably with Crystal." I say.
**Crystal's POV**
As he left I started to cry. I ran into the bathroom and locked the door. I find some pills that would hopefully kill me. Then I heard somebody come into my room calling my name. It was Taylor. I tried to stay quiet but my sobs got louder when I heard Taylor call my name. I heard him come up to the bathroom door. He knocked on the door and I jump a little.
"Crystal? Are you in there?" Taylor asks.
"No. It's the fucking boogie man. JUST GO THE FUCK AWAY!!!" I yell.
"Crystal. What are you doing in there?" Taylor asked.
"Nothing. Just go away. I don't want you getting hurt." I say.
"How would I be getting hurt?" Taylor asked.
"It doesn't matter anymore. Like I told Cameron. I'm just gonna be another girl to you guys fan girling. I'll never mean anything to any of you. So just go away. And leave me alone to die." I say.
"No. Crystal. Please let me in or I'm gonna break down the door." Taylor says.
I didn't move. I just sat there crying I poured some pills in my hand. I was about to put them in my mouth when Taylor broke through the door. He slapped the pills out of my hand and they went flying with the pill bottle. Taylor comes to my side and hugs me. It's tight. I felt safe. I guess.
**Taylor's POV**
I went back to Crystal's room to grab my beanie. When I get in there Crystal wasn't in there. Then I heard crying coming from the bathroom.
"Crystal? Are you in there?" I ask.
"No it's the fucking boogie man. JUST GO THE FUCK AWAY!!!" Crystal yells.
"Crystal. What are you doing in there?" I ask.
"Nothing. Just go away. I don't want you getting hurt." Crystal says.
"How would I be gettign hurt?" I ask.
"It doesn't matter anymore. Like I told Cameron. I'm just gonna be another girl to you guys fan girling. I'll never mean anything to any of you. So just go away. And leave me alone to die." Crystal says.
"No. Crystal. Please let me in or I'm gonna break down the door." I say.
She didn't move. I didn't hear her move. Instead I heard her open the pill bottle and some getting poured into her hand. I bust through the door to find Crystal about to put the pills in her mouth. I slap the pills and bottle out of her hand. I fall to her side and hug her tight. Why was she like this? I hope she tells me. Like when we get to know each other a little better. It's been a couple of hours and I didn't hear anymore crying. i lood down at her to find her sleeping. Ipick her upand put her gently down on her bed. As I start to walk away I hear a light taking. I look back to see it's Crystal talking.
"Taylor, please stay with me?" she asks me.
I walk over to her side and lay down next to her. I put my arms around her to let her know that I'm here but we don't cuddle. It was around 2:40 am when I feel her body move closer to mine. I don't know if I should move or just sit there. But this feels right. Like this is meant to be. Like we were made to be together. But this is wrong. I know she likes Shawn and I know Shawn likes her. I like her as well but i don't know if she likes me back. I slowly fall a sleep next to her.
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sorry it's short. next part coming soon
