I am hurting because of the moment you decided to leave me.
I wonder what it would be like to tell you how my day went.
I hear you moved, and got a new life.
I see that you have forgotten about us ,your daughters.
I want to have a relationship with you, the kind were I can call you in the middle of the night over car trouble.
I am without a father, like simba in lion king.
I pretend that one day you would snap out of it and come home.
I feel sad and angry at times, that I find myself with tears in my eyes, and I wipe them away harshly.
I touch my phone wondering when you will call.
I cry because my sisters have given up on you.
I am hurting, like a bird without its wing.
I understand that our relationship has had some bumps in the past.
I say to my sisters that he loves us, I am sure of it.
I dream that one day we could talk for hours about the things that not only matter to YOU but to ME.
I try to think of what to say to you over text, hoping you don't get mad.
I hope that one day you could understand my hurting.
I am hurting, because I want a F A T H E R, but can you be one?
