cool kids never sleep

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Have you ever laid on your bed at night and just cried? Cried because you're ugly. Because you're not good enough. You counted all your flaws from head to toe to punish and feel worse about yourself. Cried because the comments blurt out, actually hurt your feelings. Cried because your family is dysfunctional, but you're just a kid who can't do shit about it. They tell you to stop complaining, that you have it much better than the kids in Africa. You don't want to be a burden, so you bottle it up. Around people, you're the happiest ray of sunshine. But nobody knows at night when you're alone, you just break down and cry.