I was starring up at my ceiling, holding the stuffed clown to my chest. I was thinking about Penny. Who he is, what he was, what it all was. I know he says i'm different but why me? I was perfectly happy before he came along. I was just, me. I wasn't some girl with a secret clown lover who she has fallen in love with and has sex with. My mind then went to Neibolt Street, this time last year i wouldn't have ever stepped foot in that place and now, it feels like home. I sighed, sitting up. That damn basement, i thought to myself, and the voices...
I grabbes my coat, deciding i needed some answers. As i walked into the house i yelled for Penny. I stopped in the kitchen waiting to hear the familair sounds of bells, but nothing happened, so i made my way down the steps and over to the well.
"What are you doing?" Penny's voice shot behind me.
"What is this?" i turned around to look at him.
"Why are you here?" he hissed, his eyes a dark amber glow.
"What is this?" i asked again. "Why do I hear voices? What's down there?"
"(Y/N)-" he began.
"No, Pennywise, I want to know, I deserve to know" i said, getting choked up.
"It's dangerous." he looked away.
"I just want to know." I said quietly.
He then started walking towards me, making me back up. My butt hit the rock wall of the well and Penny looked down at me, "i'm sorry" was all he said as he pushed me over the edge. I remember seeing Penny's eyes for a moment, then it all went black.
I woke up to something hitting my face, it felt like water. My eyes adjusted and i felt my body against the ground. I lifted my head up, it was dark but i was still able to see. I made my way onto my feet, only taking a couple steps before i fell back onto my knees in a pool of water. I wiped my cheek and looked at my hand, blood was smeared across my fingers. I looked down at my jeans, they were covered in dirt and blood. I looked up at the pile in front of me. Stood atleast a hundred feet tall was a pile of children toys? I got back onto my feet in shock and began backing up. I crained my neck to look even further and i saw dozens of lifeless bodies just floating in the air. 'We all float down here' began replaying in my mind. "Oh my god" i said under my breath. As i continued to back up i ran into something, i shot around and saw a tall wall, 'Pennywise the Dancing Clown' was written on it in big letters. I looked around again, seeing several sewage pipes popping out of the walls. It was overwhelming, i didn't know where to look. I felt so lonely and my fear began to rise. Then I heard a soft sound, a small voice came from the rubble of kids toys. "Now introducing Pennywise the Dancing Clown." it sang. All of a sudden music began to play, the same music we heard at the circus.
My vision began to blur and tears filled me eyes, "Penny?" i called out.
"You wanted to know." his voice echoed.
"I know, i'm sorry. I'm so so sorry" i began to cry.
Blood came rushing out of my nose and ran down in to my mouth. I wiped it away, but it kept coming. I cried even harder as the room began to spin and i fell onto my knees once again. I started coughing, choking on my own blood. I couldn't breath, i could feel the blood gushing out and i couldnt stop it. I heard footsteps running over to me, he fell onto his knees in the pool of blood that surrounded me. He grabbed my cheeks with his bare hands, i stopped crying, feeling myself begin to slip away, i laid down on my back, looking up at Penny in his human form looking back at me. He had blood all over his mouth and nose, dripping down to his neck.
I coughed a few last times before all i could see was darkness.
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The Girl In The Red Raincoat (Pennywise x Reader)
FanfictionA simple college student in the small town of Derry, Maine finds her life turned upside down when she connects with an unusual being. *this story is mature*