Were back again to this hell we call school. Everyday the same thing week in week out . Just a lot of worry for me. Everyone tells me to calm down or to stop being stupid, that's not how my brain work's what am I got ng to do!?.
All the people just keep staring at me because I'm different because I can't cope. I wish I could ,I wish I was just the same as everyone else. But no my life has to be more difficult . Never going to be easy or probably won't get any easier .
But anyway, my names Olivia and this is my diary but this isn't an ordinary dairy this is a diary in my head full of all my thoughts and feeling not one will be missed. what a shame.
when I'm panicking this is what happens...
My heart is beating out of my chest.
what class do I have next?
what if the lesson upsets me?
what people laugh at me?
This is my life right now, so welcome to my world.
For example.
Monday afternoon 12:28
oh god i'v got history next what am I going to do.!
It was all fine but I just can't help myself from feeling like this
At this moment in time I would be having a panic attacks. The only way to described it is the feeling you get after running .
That horrible feeling the one where you feel sick and like you can't breath .
God why am I like this
So this is my life and this is only the start of what its really like for me and I know its not just me that feels like this so I'm going find out what other people think and feel so I could help others maybe.
This is my story
By Olivia Johnson, age 15 and a half .
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The first step in the right direction
General FictionHi We wanted to record how we feel everyday for 5 day every month. were keeping it all in my head not not sure how well that will work . read our life through what we think Olivia and Charlotte Hi This is my first ever book , it is based on how I...
