Welcome to my life

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Were back again to this hell we call school. Everyday the same thing week in week out . Just a lot of worry for me. Everyone tells me to calm down or to stop being stupid, that's not how my brain work's what am I got ng to do!?.

All the people just keep staring at me because I'm different because I can't cope. I wish I could ,I wish I was just the same as everyone else.  But no my life has to be more difficult . Never going to be easy or probably won't get any easier .

But anyway, my names Olivia and this is my diary but this isn't an ordinary dairy this is a diary in my head full of all my thoughts and feeling not one will be missed. what a shame.

when I'm panicking this is what happens...

My heart is beating out of my chest.

what class do I have next?

what if the lesson upsets me?

what people laugh at me?

This is my life right now, so welcome to my world.

 

For example.

Monday afternoon 12:28

oh god i'v got history next what am I going to do.!

It was all fine but I just can't help myself from feeling like this

At this moment in time I would be having a panic attacks. The only way to described it is the feeling you get after running .

That horrible feeling the one where you feel sick and like you can't breath .

God why am I like this

So this is my life and this is only the start of what its really like for me and  I know its not just me that feels like this so I'm going find out what other people think and feel so I could help others maybe.

This is my story

By Olivia Johnson, age 15 and a half .

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