My Book of Short Stories

My Name is Panic Attack

Theres no oxygen in my lungs. I'm breathing so fast that its as if I'm not breathing at all. The only thing I can hear is the sound of my breathing. Its so loud its almost deafening, but it also sounds so weak and helpless. Its like I'm paralyzed. I can't think, I can't move. All I can do is feel. This overwhelming fear. Everything I could possibly worry about rushes through my head with lightening speed. I can't focus on anything. Its as if the world is miles away and I'm looking at it through a glass window. I can't feel my body, and yet I feel everything. I feel like I might pass out or die, if I don't start breathing normally. But its like I have no control over my own body. I can't control my breathing. Not that I could stop focusing on this overwhelming fear long enough to even attempt to.

I think I'm going mad. I don't feel like myself. I feel like I can't hardly think. Its like I've been pushed to the background and all I can do is see and feel what my body's going through. I don't know what to do. What is going on? Why is this happening? I was basically fine a few seconds ago and now I can't get any air.