To: Who ever bothers to read this
I really need help...I'm currently in a relationship with someone...who I don't want to be in a relationship with, okay, okay, let me start from the beginning. So I never had been a person who's good at dating people if you get what I mean...like my relationships only last like two days and I just feel so in love then I'm not....like then I just fake it...sad I know...I already started faking it, and I've only dated her for like three days...yeah I know horrible....She said she loves me....I don't love her though....I've already lied so much in these few days, to her, my friends....sigh I'm pathetic....but I mean that wasn't what we agreed on we got together cause she wanted to see if she was a lesbian?? Or something like that? I really don't know now...but love was out of the question and yet here we are...I just wish we never started dating...I'm sorry I want to delete this already...sighhh and the only reason I'm making this is because I can't talk to my friends cause they'd tell her...and my online friend isn't responding and we go to the same school...so I'm fucked for whatever I do. So the thing I'm thinking of is to wait till the summer (or the weekend) and break up with her, block her on Instagram and avoid her for like 5 more years...so if you have advise, then plz send helppp!! Sorry for being a asshole...am I just being selfish? Maybe but I don't care I don't love her but this was really my fault I was just in the
wrong
place
at
the
wrong
time.
From: Lizzy
