the meanest book u will ever read.

Lesbians are Mean

INTRO:         My name is Olivia and yes I'm gay and also very mean. I just want to share a little something with the world and if no one ever reads this then fine. At least I got it out there. I move to LA 8 months ago after finishing high school in Vancouver Canada. Im currently in school but I won't tell you which one but ill tell you that I'm studying "Architectural and Building Sciences". At least thats what my Degree will say. Anyways After I moved away I met a lot of people and most of them are rich and just to keep things real. My family has money too. We are not millionaires but we have never had money problems. I don't know if its because I have changed or bc I am under the influence of new people but I look down on most of my old friends. 

      After I moved out, I feel like I know where my priorities are at. Because I am an international students, my famous is paying close to 300k for me to go to school for 4 years and I know for any family, that does not come easily. I love what I'm studying and I try very hard to absorb all that my school has to offer. To be frank, I am good at what I do and I have a genuine passion for it. 

    Something in me clicked this morning. I feel as if when I'm in LA I'm moving forward and growing but everyone back home is staying in the same place. My friends who hate school continue to not do their homework and fail their Classes while my friends who are stupid in the head continue to chase after boys who have no respect for them. Our lives could not be more different. My friends would spend hours doing their makeup blending their eye shadows for 7 hours while I am staying up all night trying to Finnish my assignments. Its just ridiculous. You can't Blame me if I think they are being immature and childish. 

   One thing I can not stand is when people post petty ig stories after a fight with their s/o. Its the dumbest thing in the world and I have been in relationships which have ended. I have had the urge to do the same. But I said to myself that I was above this and I let it be. I was not about to go out their and embarrassed myself to my followers on sc or ig. my friends however... Its constantly talks about fuck boys and their fights and to put it blankly. I. DONT. GIVE. A. FUCK. I have a million things to do and they think that I will be interested in talking shit about their fuck boy bf and telling them they were too good for them??? Even if I did have the time, I would not waste it on that. I know I seem like a sihtty friend but you would feel the same way if the exact same thing has then happening for years. The sane exact cycle. Friend meets boy, friend has sex with boy, friend gets dumped, friend is sad and comes crying to me. 

     Another friend of me is super into the way she looks. I understand people struggle with insecurities and what not but I assure u this friend is hot. She is tall with a small waist and good tits and ass. She would spend hours. doing her makeup. and she is not exactly is the best position of her life right now. She did not graduate high shcool on time, now she's taking this programs for late graduates. Literally hates everything about everyone at her school and its just tremendously exhausting for me to hear. Her bf who is also a very close friend of mine is basically working to support her. Keep in they are both 18 and this has been happening for almost a year. tbh I odnt know why he puts up with her because she does not have it that hard. Her family relationships r shit so they don't give her any money. and she goes to school for 5 days a week with barely any homework so she could easily make time for a part Time job. But she won't. Anyways I gotta go I have a final in a few hours. Adios