Socially Awkward

Chapter 1

Have you ever thought that no one in the world notices you. That no one even knows that you exists, well that's me Carter Dunlap. I have no friends, I work at a cheesy diner, and on top of it all... I have no family.

My life sounds pretty sucky, cheesy, and clique. I mean I guess it is but that means god gave me this live cause he thought I was strong.

I think about this every day, but there has got to be somebody out there who's life is worse... at least I hope so.

I guess I'm have to provide you with a back ground story.

I was 2 years old when my parents died. you know how there is that one out of a million change a airplane crashes and actually kills people? Well they died in the 1998 plane crash. most people actually survived the crash thou which confuses the hell out of me. Anyway when my parents died I was forced to live with my abusive uncle and psycho aunt.

My life pretty much from there... I ran away 6 times but nothing worked, they found me they always did.

Enough with the sob story, I'm okay now. with the exception of high school. I mean it's not as bad as you think it is. unless your me then it's worse.

Most the kids in my school walk on me like I'm a welcome mat. then there's the people who beat me up so I will do their history assignment, I bet if they really knew what was happening they'd stop. I doubt it

Today was the 2nd week of school and I was already ahead of everybody else. My teachers told me if I really wanted to I could finish early so I wouldn't have to deal with the bully bull shit. ( my favourite teacher Mr. Smith actually said this to me.) I actually don't know if I want to graduate early or not.

While sitting in my last class of the day I started to drift off into wonderland. it's okay though I was in mr. smiths room and I was 4 weeks ahead of everybody else. I kept checking my phone like I expected something great to happen. nothing ever did. the final bell of the day rang and I gathered my things to id make it to my locker before one the jocks use it for one if their full out make out sessions.

Of course when I'm on my way to my locker somebody trips me and I drop my things. one of my favourite books " what happened to goodbye" hit one of the jocks in the head I was dead meat. I quickly grabbed my backpack and scooped up my book while running around the Corner yell "sorry!!". I'm probably already gonna get beat up at home.

I step outside and of course it's raining and I had to walk home today. it wasn't raining that hard so I decided to put my earbuds in and drowned in the music.

After about 5 songs on the scripts album I reached my small town house that I was temporarily living in. I'm turning 18 in 14 months. I already started packing my things.

I walk in to find that no body's home yet, thank god. I sprint upstairs and run to my room. I decided to take a quick shower and get in my pjs.

After sitting in the steamy shower for 35 minutes I dressed at laid down in bed. I turned on the tv and caught up with the most recent episode of pretty little liars.

Just as I'm about to fall asleep I hear the front door slam shut. "Carter Rain Dunlap get your ass down here!" remember I was telling you about my psycho uncle? well his name is Ross and let's just say when he's in a bad mood everything becomes a punching bag, even me.

I'm guessing he was in a bad mood. I creeped down the stairs. he was already waiting for me, as I hit the last stair he pushed me into the wall and hit my head repeatedly. my head is pounding and next thing I know I'm on the ground and he's kicking me in the guts.

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Ok guys chapter one is complete please tell me how you like it and please comment. I want your guys opinion on wether or not I should keep writing or not. ily guys!!! enjoy!!!