Pain is love

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After work we went home I showered n got in my bed and Quincy FaceTime me of course I answered 😭blushing like crazy
Quincy:Wyd
Me: just got out the shower wbu
Quincy: shit nothing thinking about u
Me:*laughing* I know you lying
Quincy:nah fr I gotta tell u some
Me:Wassup ?
Quincy:I really do like u. Man you different fr
Me:vice versa
After that he told me he just wanted to tell me that n we got off cause we had school the next day
****NEXT MORNING****
I wake up and try to find a cute outfit cause I know I wanted to look good especially for a nigga that I know. Like me fr 😭I find a outfit and put it on and headed to school.the first person I seen was dee
Dee:What u looking goodfor
Me:I can't look good for myself
Dee:whatever yon
I walked in the cafeteria after talking to dee I spotted Quincy from across the room but I didn't want him to think I was looking for him so I walked past him with my head down on my phone and he called my name
Quincy:"MILYON, come here"
I almost broke my neck trying to get to him 😂me and him were hugged up in the corner of the cafeteria and dee walked in and see us he just looked and stared and walked off I didn't know what to do my heart was pounding .i waited till the bell rung and went to dee to see what was up.
Dee:you got a new boo?
Me:it ain't even like that stop trying me
Dee:I bet it ain't
I couldn't stop lying saying I didn't fuck with Quincy in that way when it really is like that only because I don't wanna lose dee or didn't want him out my life.after that I went to class and couldn't get this off my mind I didn't know what to do or who to choose or what because I wanted them both in my life and I wanted to fuck with them the same way but I know I can't have the best of both worlds. After school me and Quincy rode to work together everyone at work would ask do we talk we just look at each other n laugh we tried our best to keep everyone out our business 😂after work Quincy offered to take me home .so as we were in the car I had the aux cord playing my lil music or whatever so we parked in front of my house or whatever talking having a good conversation as always and I just started to stare him in his eyes n he would start laughing n say y you staring 😭and I said because u real special and I don't know why then he leaned in for a kiss and we started kissing but I pulled away because dee popped in my head I knew if he knew what I was doing he would be so mad .quincy came back in for kisses pecking me on my lips and started licking me in my neck all that instantly made me forget about dee.i pushed Quincy over and started kissing him from his neck up to his lip licking his neck and ear and everything I grabbed his print and looked him in his eye because it was B I G  I bit my lip and started kissing him some more I sat back in my seat and stared at him and he started back he said what u trinna do I said no what u trinna do I told him to crank up the car and drive to the back rode me n him parked in the back rode and we started talking he was making sure that I wanted to do this because I was a virgin .. I was so caught up in the moment I went with it. I let my seat all the way back and he climbed onto me I was still trinna talk to him saying don't hurt me and shit like that and while I was talking he just stuck it in 🤦🏽‍♀️I thought I mfkn died bitch I screamed n put my hand on his stomach trinna push him back he went deeper  n I thought my insides were being destroyed he kissed me and told me to relax so I did just that he kissed me on my neck and started stroking at the same time 😭😩😩