Tonight was the night that I was going to Jon that I'm pregnant and to be honest I was completey scared to death. We had finally got to a hotel after the long trip, and I was exhausted and all I wanted to do was to go to sleep.
"Daisy babe let's go do something.''
"Jon I'm really tired," i said collasping on the bed.
"Please.''
I just couldn't tell him no.
"I'm going just like I am too.''
"Okay, plus I like how those pants show off your ass," he said slapping my ass.
" Stop that,'' I said giggling.
"Your mine so I can," he said kissing me while we go to the car.
"Jon I really need to talk to you about something important," I said leaning against his dreading for the worst, dreading if the man I love and the man I'm carrying his baby is actually going to leave me or not.
"What is it," he asked seeing the tears form in my eyes.
I immediately broke down into tears, I couldnt keep it any longer. I could hold this huge secret anymore.
"Jon, I'm pregnant," I said avoiding making eye contact with him.
" You're what," he said looking like he was about to pass out.
"I'm pregnant Jon."
"Are you keeping it?"
"Yes Jon," I said dreading for the worse.
" I need to breathe for a minute,"
"Jon don't be mad at me, please I can't handle this right now."
"I'm not I just need to think and breathe," he said pushing away from me. I started to cry even more but that hurt worse then anything.
" I'm going home then, I don't need to be pushed away," I said getting into my car trying to compose myself before I headed home.
I was dreading about the conversation mom and I was about to have, and I hated to tell her she was right, I wanted this to be a horrible nightmare and I wanted to wake up if it was. I was pregnant I was scared and I was alone.
