Escaping Friendzone(on hold)

Prologue

She was definitely my type but that wasn't the reason that I fell.

She is such a beautiful mess that its such a delight to watch her with her chaotic aura. Loving her was nothing less than an adventure.

She is like art. There were times she was in the shade of black and white, monochrome with dark emotions but most of the time, color would fill her every being with happiness in its purest form, being beautifully herself.

A roller coaster of never ending surprises and unrivaled temperament.

She is both a masterpiece and a working progress. She is a beautiful recipe of so many things.

Each smile she gave me made want to keep it all. Her laughter rang like a violin making melodies within my heart. God, I love her and she doesn't even know how much I want to call her mine.

Do I sound overly dramatic?

Well, that's her effect on me. I feel like Shakespeare would come and possess me sometimes but it still wasn't enough to describe how I feel about her. Urgh. Sometimes I swear I don't even recognize myself when I'm with her. She just makes me feel all this new things, makes me see the world in a different light, makes me want to do better for her sake.

I want her. I really do. She's like this drug that keeps me coming back for more. God, I love her so much.

But at that time I also felt like it was too early. True love can wait right?

We've already become close friends. I thought it was just a matter of time until everything comes into place.

So I kept my distance. I hid my feelings well.

I hid them so well that she never noticed them but the only set back was that they grew everytime I saw her.

I had to strengthen my wall.
And after trying to put up a distance...

"You got yourself a boyfriend?"

"Yeah about a month ago.Oh, did I forget to tell you?" She chuckled.

My heart was not ready for such reckoning. I never thought that being so close to her could also feel so far.

But wait what happened to the after graduation thing? I thought she didn't want to have a boyfriend until she graduates?

"Why didn't you wait for me?"

Who am I kidding? I love her but she didn't know that.

I was so confident that in time she'd eventually see me but no, it's my fault. I was the one who placed this invisible wall. I didn't want to fall but eventually I did.

I was so stupid to think I could stop these feelings I have for her.

What have I been doing all this time? What was I waiting for?

"Jace, haha you're such a tease!" She laughed and then left me there frozen still.

"I'm serious here!" I shouted. Her mischievous smile was displayed on her beautiful lips as she waved her hand goodbye.

I watch her back moving farther away from me.

I wanted to be close to her. I wanted her to trust me. Being her friend was the best option.

I wanted to slowly enter her heart but in the end someone else stole that chance from me.

Now that I've been her close friend, is that all that I'll ever be? Someone, please tell me.

How do I escape friendzone?