I am trapped in this mind prison
With all of these feelings inside
Of me and all
These deep thoughts
I don't talk to people because
Their evil and don't listen
Day by day I live life with a smile
On my face daily but I am rotten in the inside
Like a watermelon
From all these emotions and suicide
Thoughts
My life is fading away into the deep
Gray clouds.
I am alone in this place
With no happiness
Lost with life and time
When I'm sober i don't
Know who I am
When I'm on drugs
I feel all the love and
I'm feeling alive
As the knife is getting
Sharpened by Demons
It impaled my heart
YOU ARE READING
My past my depression
PoetryI went through a lot in my life I have depression nobody ever knew I had it due to the fact of me always smiling and being happy so I wrote this.