“I love you” –words that keep spinning into my mind. Words I want to tell and yet the hardest thing to say. I used to say “duh, whatever!” or “hahaha! That’s so funny!” and pretended to be mean when he’s around. When he cracks a joke, I try my very best to keep a straight face just to hide this feelings of mine. But all I really want is to see his sparkling brown eyes, feel his touch, be with him all the time and wrap him around my arms so tight. I can’t remember when this feeling started. Maybe it is love at first sight or perhaps it’s when he first touched me. All I know is that I love him.
How I wish he know how bad I feel when he ignores me, how I get weak when he moves away and how I get melancholic when I don’t see him. I’ve tried my best to let go of him.. tried to listen to the songs he sings, to his voice, to his sweet gentle whisper. But when I look into his eyes, I suddenly fall in love all over again. I tried to be with another guy but I can’t stand it! “Oh what should i do? I can’t stop loving!”
One night, we crossed path along the side. I pretended not to see him, but he held my hand abruptly. “Hi what’s up”. Running out of words to say, I tried to smile and replied “I’m fine”. We walked together down the street. We wandered in the parks and stayed there for a while. While sitting in the bench, we laughed and exchanged memories together beneath the clear blue sky and bright city lights. As I looked closely to him, I could see his shiny black hair, his cheerful smile and brilliant big brown eyes. That was a dream come true, a night that I would always remember.
I found it hard to sleep that night. I kept repeating that little memory with him all over again. Excited to go to school, I was fulfilled with ecstasy. “Shallow happiness huh?” Dianne said when I told her what happened last night, “Why didn’t you tell him about your feelings? It would be good for you.” “I’m afraid to tell him. What if I say the wrong words and displease hi? Besides he will never be in love with a simple girl like me. He’s a star that’s beyond my reach.” I said that to her while staring at him on the balcony mingling with his friends. “It’s now or never girl. Just take the chances.” said Dianne.
Classes were dismissed. Hurriedly, I fixed my things and ran out from the classroom just to chase him. Even if it’s not the usual behavior of a girl to be like that, I didn’t care. “Stop! Can I talk to you for a while?” I said, still holding his arms to prevent him from walking away. Looking confused he said “Sure! Ikaw pa!” Then I began to reveal my true feelings about him. I felt little bit ashamed, but I didn’t mind the embarrassment. “I know it’s not appropriate for a girl to say this but I can’t help it. I’ve been waiting all these time to tell this secret to you but anxiety suddenly came over me. This time, without further explanations I do, I … LOVE … YOU!”
I love you. These three words I’ve been longing to say at last broke free. Starting to cry, all of a sudden he pulled me closer to him and hugged me tightly. “Shhhhh… don’t cry. You know what? I couldn’t believe that someone would walk into my life and touch my heart like this. I can’t believe you love me too. Yes, you’ve heard it right. I love you too!”
“Kriiiiiiiiiiiiiing! Kriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing!” a loud sound suddenly frightens me. It is the alarm clock. “Come on Trish! You’re almost late for school! Get out now and have your breakfast dear,” I still can’t believe that it is only a dream. I guess telling him my feelings will always remain in my dreams… just a DREAM.
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