♡One Step Closer♡

♡3 words 8 letters say it and I'm yours♡

Wiping my tears saying goodbye was not how I thought it would end . I thought it would last a lifetime I was wrong ,but that night me and him spend together was different.

Conffessing I had feelings for my bestfriend , and trying to hide them is painful . Nate .I knew i loved him, but I never knew I loved him so much, but One Night changed everything.

At a ball we had to wear mask to hide our identity. Nate Came up to me , kneeled , kissed my hand and asked to dance.we took shots and we both looked at eachother a way we never did before.he drove me home and walked me up to my sweet{hotel}.We said our goodnights,I gave him a hug and we looked at eachother and I kissed him! He pulled back pushed me in my room, and kissed me like he actually loved me .He pulled my hair down I took his shirt off , he unzipped my dress.Then MY MOM CAME IN!Nate hid under my blanket covers!

The next day.

Not wanting to Wake up! My Phone Buzzed , and I unlocked my phone.Buzz had posted a Picture of me and Nate Kissing! Rushing to school I pushed Nate aside, I was gonna yell but I kissed him.Nate Said:okayy. But I didnt want my love life to be known, this could ruin my future atleast me and nate didnt go futher._But I was thinking to myself maybe I did, but it wouldve happened if our sex life was meant to happen it wouldve long ago.

Days Later...

Running into Nates Room ,he wasnt there he was at brunch with some woman! So I walked out, it was OVER!Nate Came over later that night, and he told me that he had been feeling this bubbly feeling, not 4 me but for Kaylia ! Theyve Been an on and off relationship he deserved better!{Me}

Going to the palace with Nate my best friend and nothing more than that! I wasn't gonna let my feelings get in the way of his happiness. But I couldn't hold it anymore  I couldnt hide my feelings I just wanted to know the truth If he felt the same.

So I told him.

Instead of saying I like you I said, I Love You

He Just Standed There! And  a better person walked away, it hurt!

I said it even if the truth does hurt I said it and I meant it. But I had to move on.

**Charles**

Manhattan a small city. You find people and I'm happy to be in love with someone that feels the same. Summertime , schools out ,time to live. Leaving for the summer to Paris city of love with Charles. Looking around before I leave and I couldn't believe it  Nate standing there like always he's an outsider I tell him I'm leaving. he says no don't go !But i Say Unless you give me a reason, ill stay.p 3 words 8 letters say it and I'm yours♡♥ Nate stands there nothing to say. so I left.

September

Seeing Nate again wish I could have stayed there and never came back.But I walked into School .I Seen Him With Some Dragged up, Trashy Girl! Grabbed Nates Tie And Slammed him againsted Lockers.But He Wouldnt even look me in the eye or talk to me!

Christmas

Nate was always invited to my house 4 Christmas. So he came but not alone.With thatTrashy Slut!

   Nate Came Over to sit by me, and said sorry for everything but I didn't mean to hurt you I remember when you left I was going to say it and I guess it's really true I love you always have always will it's never going to change.But its probably best to let you go we will find our way back.He kissed me on my forehead and left, just like that he walked away.

Months Later

He moved on , but I  never did. Some reason I would hold on ,I couldn't let go no matter how much he hurt me, but at least I know how he  felt ,Or used to.

Nate knocking on my door that's different. Haven't seen him in so long.

He said I wanted to tell you this in person and didn't want you to hear from other people me and Lou getting married tomorrow.

With Grief and Fear .I slammed the door in his face!Went upstairs and covered in all my covers.

Maybe if I stay in bed I hide from reality I thought.

Nate Came Into My Bedroom Held my Hand Saying* sorry I didn't mean to hurt you I love you but I had to move on I think you should move on too you deserve way better than me I hurt you . Wish I could make it up to you but I can't I love you I do it was hard to say but I did say it. We'll find our way back to each other no matter what I will never give up on us. never.

and he left.

Almost Wedding**

Nate was happy I love seeing him smile I guess he really had moved on.

NATEEE/I YELLED

he rushed to me and kissed my hand gently . Hi I said. he said I'm happy you're here ,and I said I'm not staying I just need to say something .

Natee I love you wating for you kills me I was dumb to let you go wish I never did,you and I loved eachother then you broke my heart.But when I gaze into your eyes I suddenly relaze my favorite place is here with you ♡♥♡.

then I left .

Wedding.!

) as I seen Nate And Lou Together Taking there vows , I couldnt stand it!

I REJECT I said!^

Nate carmelo Rodriguez ♡I Love You. ♡

ill never let you walk away from me I will always fight for you ill never let go .♥♡I LOVE YOU AND I KNOW YOU DO TO♡♥