Amnesia >> M.C

II

~ Michael's POV~

When I heard that me and the lads would be touring with some aspiring new artists who were somewhat new to the music business, I was pretty excited. I thought maybe we were going to meet some down to earth guys who would engage in stupid activities with us, but when my eyes landed on Infinity I instantly knew that that wasn't going to happen, that this was going to be a long and dreadful tour. I mean she's my ex after all, my ex who I've been doing a pretty great job at avoiding and staying away from, and now this tour is just going to ruin that streak. I sighed in frustration as I made my way over to the back room. A good remedy for me whenever I'm feeling like this is to either A) Write something B) Play my guitar, or C) Play some video games, and being alone while doing all of this is always great so, let's hope that no one is in the backroom.

I smiled to myself as a small sigh of relief escaped my lips, seeing how no one else was in the back room, and hopefully it would stay that way for a while until we were called to go to the venue, since we're supposed to be playing at a venue in London today, and all though I'm more than excited like usual, I'm also a little worried as to watching Infinity and Ashley, since I don't think I want to start a fight with her while we're up on stage, that wouldn't be very fun now would it? I flopped down onto the black leather couch and raked my hand through my fabulously colored hair a bit. So what first? Video games, writing, or guitar playing? Hmm? , I thought to myself, but yet even though I was still thinking my body must be reacting faster than my mind and I reached over a bit and grabbed an ebony colored acoustic guitar as well as some how managing to find a pad of paper and a pencil and sat back in the couch. "Well... looks like I'm song writing." I said to myself with a small chuckle as I set the pad and pencil down and put the guitar strap around me.

"So... what to write, what to write.." I asked myself as I strummed aimlessly at the guitar, trying to have some burst of creativity come to my mind, or some idea, but yet that concentration was killed off as I heard Haley's loud voice screaming. "Oh my god! Hi Andy!!" Andy? Who the hell is Andy?, I thought to myself as I continued to try and listen to her conversation with the male, but all I could make out was 'babe' 'miss you' and stuff like that. So... she moved on? Well, I'm not saying that she shouldn't have, but yet it hurts a little bit knowing that she found someone else... someone who probably loves her better than I ever did, or treats her better, and cares for her more.

"I'm really not fine at all.." I mumbled to myself, but then my eye light up. That's it! I grabbed the pad of paper and the pencil and started jotting down some lyrics, that now with that one little phrase started pouring out of me like a river. "Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all." I sang to myself softly " I remember the day you told me you were leaving

" I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all" I sang as I quickly wrote down all of the new found lyrics. See what I meant when I said that song writing was my remedy? Well, maybe it's also the way for letting out all of my feelings, but yet either way I'm glad that I decided to write and do something 'productive' instead of just sitting here and playing some COD or FIFA, but yet I'm also glad Infinity has such a big mouth too, since without that little shout from her, I'm sure that I would've never thought about writing that line down and getting the chorus for this song which I shall call 'Amnesia'

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Quick A/N:

Hey guys! Okay, so I know that Amnesia has already been written and all, but lets just pretend that it hasn't been and Michael has just written it, for this fanfiction okay? Thanks love!

Okay that's all!

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I love you!

Stay beautiful!

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