Struggles Of Being His Princess® (Completed) Book 1

chapter 41

Cassie's POV

We leave the beach a piece of my heart is longing for Jason however I need to let go.

It was around 3am when we got to Chad's apartment and it was like the party just started.

Drinks galore, people smoking, dancing and we were just having a good time.

"What's the deal with you and J by the way?" Chad asks as he sits himself next to me on the couch.

"He's my ex, we broke up six months ago." I say as he grabs my face and gives me a kiss filled with smoke and alcohol, Jason has never done that.

Wait why am I comparing them so I brush it off.

"Good, let it stay like that. You're with me now and I take care of what's mine, I don't like sharing and I don't like liars " he smiles looking in to my eyes like he could see right through me

I don't reply, he continues...

"I like you, when I saw you earlier I just knew me and you were going to kick it off"

"Kick it off?" I ask confused

"Yeah, I knew we were going to like each other, don't you like me?" He tilt his head to the side and raises his eyebrow

"Oh, I do like you as..."

"Great, I like you too." He says kissing me again and I let him, I really don't know why but I did but again it's not the same, Jason doesn't kiss like that he's... Cassandra Monroe STOP comparing.

We spent a lot of time talking, kissing, holding hands and just having a good time. And I managed to push Jason's thoughts away

Chad seems like a nice guy so I agreed to being his girlfriend after a week or so of hanging out.

I liked him, it also felt good to be with someone else either than thinking about Jason.

So now It's been a month that we have been a confirmed couple.

My mother is happy with the progress I've made in 7 months after leaving for the university.

My classes are going accordingly and I'm still getting my straight A's.

I have a new friend, and a boyfriend who's not Jason.

To be honest I'm quite happy too. My life has changed for the better and I'm grateful.

Laying on my bed there's a knock on my door.

"Come in" I say as I close my book I've been revising with.

"How's my favorite girl?" Chad asks as he closes the door behind him.

"I'm fine, yourself?" I smile at him as he sits at the edge of the bed.

"I'm okay, what are you busy with?"

"I was just revising" I pick up the book I've been using showing it to him.

"Are you done?" He takes it and puts it aside and starts

Leaning in towards me and nuzzling my neck, he slams his mouth on mine and kisses me so hard I taste blood.

"Chad wait..." I push him away but he is stronger and seems drunk.

He takes off my shirt, when I look at his eyes they are blood shot red.

"Chad you're drunk" I say as I try getting to a sitting position

He pushes me back down and tries to rip off my sleeping shorts

"Sshh" he says grabbing me by my hair as he forces me towards his manhood and unzipping his pants with one hand.

"Stop It Chad, or I'll scream" he pushes me so hard I roll from the bed to the floor

"You're going to fucking scream huh? He says as he grabs me by the hair the pain was excruciating, tears started rolling down my face

"you're fucking going to cry?, come on we all know you want me besides I've fucking waited for a month to get a taste...how the fuck long does a guy have to wait"

"Don't do this please" I beg

"What the fuck is wrong with you, did J ever hit it even once?" He looks at me like I disgust him.

I didn't answer him I just shook my head and he slapped me right across the face so hard I saw black all over.

"The fuck is wrong with you?" He struck again and again and again so hard I was screaming so much the door finally opened Gabby and Dean were there pulling him away from me.

"Cassie, don't fuck with my head" he said as Dean dragged him out of the room "don't fuck with me Cassie I'll kill you bitch" he yells

"Oh my gosh, Cassie I'm sorry. What happened, no no no don't answer that I'm so sorry " she says her face pale

I shake my head and touch my face it burns.

"I need to be alone Gab, please" I say not looking at her

"Okay, I'll be in my room if you need me" she backs out and closes the door behind her without questions

I picked up my shirt and walked to the dresser I grabbed a sweater throwing it on I locked the door and got under the covers hoping to find some sleep.