heartless ≫ [ON HOLD]

t h r e e

Song: 1-800-273-8255 (by: Logic ft. Alessia Cara, Khalid)
{I don't wanna be alive}
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*Suicide is a very serious topic. No one should ever do it, and you are all amazing just the way you are. You can always talk to me, or call the number above (in the song). Get some help from trusted family members/friends. Love you all.
**There is brief talk about self-harming and suicide. If you are uncomfortable, then don't read the first paragraph. This chapter is about Draco.
***Mature Audiences Only
•Look for ** to indicate when the mature content ends
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Third Person POV

Draco hated his life. It was as simple as that. Lucius had made Draco a monster. His innocence and childhood was taken away from him. His father also abused his mother. Draco was forced to be mean. To be cruel. To bear the dark mark. He was pardoned, but that didn't change the fact that he had killed an innocent woman. He was beyond redemption. Draco deserved to die. Not a quick death, but a slow and painful one. All of this made him want to die. Draco had tried to commit suicide. But something got in his way each time. He couldn't finish the task, and relieve himself of the pain. He'd given up by now. All Draco could do was live alone. He'd been stripped of his name, reputation, his friends and family. Not that he had any friends. His mother wouldn't talk anymore. Nothing was right. At least Draco was living alone.

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Until
Astoria
"Asstoria"
Greengrass.

He had an arranged marriage. Draco hated Astoria. All he had left was money now. But he didn't want money. He just wanted love-and some happiness. But Draco knew that was never going to happen. Because now, he was married to Astoria. They shared a bedroom. It was pure torture. He didn't want kids with her. Hell, he didn't want ANYTHING to do with her!

On top of all of this shit, Draco had to return to Hogwarts. His mother was demanding for him to. She barely ever spoke anything, so when she did, Draco had to choice but to obey. Only Theo, Blaise, and Pansy knew about this marriage to Astoria. Now, everyone would know.

The three had asked Draco if he wanted to go to the bar, but Draco politely declined since he had to get ready for Hogwarts. He was not looking forward to it. Pretty much everyone hated him. But, at least he would have some friends, or at least trusted companions. Sighing to himself, Draco got ready and put some protection spells on himself. They were ancient and lasted for years. With his wand ready to go, Draco was ready to take on Hogwarts.

"Dracooooo," a voice cooed. Astoria walked into the bedroom and smiled at him. "Why do you have your wand out love?"

Draco scowled at her. He hated when Astoria acted all nice. Underneath all that, she was the devil. All she wanted was Draco's money, although she was quite wealthy herself. The Malfoy family is the richest family in the Wizarding World. Potter came in a *close* second place. "I'm leaving."

Draco walked out and slammed the door. He couldn't deal with Astoria. She was simply insufferable. Another thing his father caused. Draco would rather be single and alone forever. But he did deserve this. Draco deserved worse. He has lost all will to live.

He decided to end up going to the bar. At least he could get drunk before going to Hogwarts. The Malfoy family had an amazing hangover potion-the pain would instantly vanish. Draco had been getting drunk a lot more recently. It took every ounce of energy he had to not become an alcoholic. Hopefully, Blaise and the others would still be there and welcome Draco. He had no intention of doing this alone.

Draco went into the guest bedroom to change into something suitable. He decided on a full black outfit, looking sharp and handsome. With some (expensive) cologne, Draco looked ready. He decided to apparate to the bar and not leave the Manor, since he might run into Astoria again.

Draco arrived outside of the bar. Music was blaring, and almost everyone looked drunk. Draco stepped inside and couldn't find Blaise anywhere. Wait, he probably rented the VIP Section, Draco thought to himself. The Zabini's were pretty rich themselves.

Just as Draco was about the enter the VIP section, a certain redhead was blocking the entrance.

Weasel King.

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Sorry this is pretty short too! I tried tho :)
This is just a little bit about Draco, and his life. Let's see how Ron reacts! Next day update !!

xoxo Meg