When Alec and Magnus first started dating, Alec couldn't believe that he'd fall that hard for this Warlock.
But why wouldn't he? he was charming, A dreamer, someone you can talk to without feeling judged, even though, he wasn't someone that seemed like someone that wanted something solid.
When Alec looked into Magnus bright cat eyes, he assumed to see at least a bit insecurity, maybe fear? but nothing, he was a really confident guy, he smirked at Alec without even one sign of uncertainty.
Alec was the complete opposite, he wasn't even sure if Magnus really meant him when he started to flirt with him, he was used to being in Jaces Shadow, unnoticed.
When Magnus left the institute, Alec followed, they went to drink some coffee at Magnus loft.
In the loft were a lot of books, and even some plushies, they probably were for the cats.
Alec tensed up as Magnus walked around him to sit down, He never got used to Magnus being around him, touching him, looking at him.
Alec sat down on the floor in front of Magnus, with his cup of coffee in his hand.
Magnus grinned and reached down to stroke Alec's cheeks, 'You're sitting to my feet. Am I supposed to dominate you now?'
Alec's thoughts went blank so he just said whatever come into his mind, 'If you can'. He regretted it right after as Magnus pulled his hand back and just stared at Alec for a second, even though, it felt like hours.
Magnus shook the idea out of his head and got up, walking to the kitchen, leaving a confused Alec.
He didn't come back for a while so Alec decided to check on him, he was washing his hands, why would someone take that long just to wash their hands?
Alec still wasn't sure how stable their relationship was, sometimes he heard people giggle in the background when he called with Magnus, and sometimes he just wouldn't come home until late at night, it confused Alec, it made him jealous, mad.
But of course, Alec never would mention it, too scared of losing Magnus.
'Alexander.' Magnus breathed out as he turned around to face Alec.
'Magnus?' Alec tilted his head, keeping his voice down.
'Come to a club with me, your siblings are coming, too.' Magnus suggested with his most gently smile, but Alec only shook his head.
Parties weren't a fun thing for Alec, too loud music, too many sweaty and drunk people, even the thought did send a shiver of disgust down his spine.
Magnus looked disappointed but said nothing, he pushed himself past Alec and disappeared in their bedroom. Alec sat down and waited for him, but as Magnus came back, in tight and way too revealing clothes, Alec forgot how to breathe for a second.
'I'm going anyway, Baby' Magnus purred as he kissed Alec's cheek, 'Love you!' He yelled as he left the loft and all that Alec heard after that was the "click" of a closing door.
Alec stared after him for a second before he made a sob like sound, Magnus didn't wear that kind of clothes for him since a while now, and he missed seeing it on him, even though, he of course loved Magnus even in baggy clothes.
Alec did lay down on the couch, hours passed. A ton of missed calls on his phone and about 6 marvel movies later made Alec decide to go to the club anyway, how could he let Magnus go alone? especially in that kinda outfit?
He got dressed and hurried to the club, his parabatai saw him instantly and waved him over.
'Alec! you decided to show up!'
Alec didn't really care about Jaces thoughts at this point, he just wanted to find his boyfriend and drag him home, he wanted his attention all for him alone.
'Alec?' Jace asked again, worried this time.
'Right, right. have you seen Magnus?'
Jace rolled his eyes and pointed at a door.
Alec smiled and went to the door, as he opened it, he expected to maybe see a bathroom or maybe a bedroom? but there was just a long Hallway in a bright red light.
As Alec walked through the hallway he heard a lot of giggling, and then loud music, the music was slow, that kind of music Magnus would listen to when he swung his hips while cooking, that was Alec's favorite thing.
He kept walking, even though something in the back of his head wanted him to just turn around, to wait for Magnus outside of the club.
He stepped into a large room, it had a lot of cages and poles, that was when Alec realized where he was.
Tons of half naked woman were running around, dancing, or serving drinks to tons of young men.
He glanced around the room, 'Please, Please don't be here..' he kept saying to himself.
'But i'm right here.'
Alec turned around and a woman was staring at him, Alec quickly shook his head, 'Magnus?'
He knew that everyone in this club knew his maybe a bit too attractive boyfriend.
She had the same reaction as Jace, she rolled her eyes and pointed at the other end of the room, then he saw the lovely back of his favorite Warlock, just as he wanted to run at him, he saw that he was talking to some woman, well, "talking."
All three of the woman leaned in and kissed Magnus, he didn't even seem to resist, that was when Alec dropped the drink which someone just pressed into his hand.
Everyone stopped talking and Magnus glared over his shoulder, ready to shout at someone, but his expression softened as he recognized Alec.
He pushed the woman away and as he stepped towards Alec, Alec stepped backwards.
Magnus immediately stopped moving, he saw something in Alec's eyes that broke something inside of him.
Alec took a few more steps backwards before he left the club, getting yelled at by Izzy and Jace on his way out.
Magnus ran after him but wasn't able to catch up due to Alec's Shadowhunter speed.
'Alec..' He whispered as he dropped on his knees in front of the club, holding his own head, tears running down his cheeks, 'What have I done..'
