My Life

9th Grade: This year

I didn't start school until September because my parents where trying to get me into an online schooling system because of what happened last year, my therapist even agreed that would be the best solution for a while. Once I got into online schooling, which is School with out walls, an online program connected to the high school, I started off strong. I finished a whole semester of school within 2 months. I started on the next semester, which isn't going so well because of my depression didn't let me do anything but cry and want to hide.

My depression and my anxiety was getting worst. I was getting no human socialization at all. I was isolated to my house, I barley got out. I didn't cut myself, I was/ am trying to stay away from that. I was going down, I tried killing myself more, I wanted to cut myself, but I didn't. 

My mom took me to therapy at Oaklawn.  It is helping. As the months slowly go by, slowly I can feel my depression getting better, my anxiety slowly getting better, but I still don't feel comfortable with  myself. I tried everything that I could do, I changed my clothing style, my hair style including my hair color, nothing really seemed to work. 

I talked to my therapist about it and they suggested a support group for me. I am in a relationship with Mike at this moment, we have been together for over a month. Today is April 16, 2018, and life is slowly getting better, I am working on a big project for my life. I am going back to actual school next year and I hope that it goes a little better than what happened in middle school. Yes I know that it's high school and it is supposed to suck, but hopefully it doesn't go so bad.

Well, this is the end. No more stories, no more anything. I wanted to tell my story, I don't know why, but I just did. I wont be posting anymore. Good bye :p

*Authors note*

this whole story it completely true, no lies. The names in this story have been altered due to respect on them. This is my last story.